Chapter 13 Emma gave me a contemptuous side eye : He didnt want your baby . He said it was a monster . Ryan told me he hates having sex just to make babies . specially with an old woman like you he said it was disgusting ! He told me he didnt want that baby , he wanted you to miscarry ! I lunged at her suddenly , gripping her throat with all my strength . She couldnt get a word out , only broken screams forcing their way through her throat . Finally , she knew fear . My whole body trembled , with only one thought : I want to kill them both . Autumn , what are you doing ! Someone forcefully pulled me away . Emma fell back with a pale face , terrified as she threw herself into the newcomers arms . Ryan , shes gone crazy , Autumns lost it ! Ryan frowned at me disapprovingly : Autumn , I said everything was my fault . If you have issues , take them out on me . Leave her out of it . I laughed and cried at once . He reached to steady me , but I pushed his hand away , looking at him like a stranger : You lied to me ! He paused : What ? I didnt want to cry in front of him , but tears poured down like a broken dam , impossible to stop . 15:37 The Last Time I Lived H If you didnt love me anymore , why keep lying ? Is it so hard to admit you fell out of love ? You clearly love someone else now , why wont you divorce me ? Ryan , I hate you ! I leaned weakly against the wall , slowly sliding down . Finally crouching on the floor , sobbing uncontrollably . Ryan stared at me blankly , then turned with a dark expression : What did you tell her ? Emma bit her lip , shaking her head with reddened eyes : Baby , trust me … Ryan remained unmoved , his face grim , voice ice cold : Tell me . Emma had never seen him like this . She stood frozen , not daring to move . Baby , I swear , I didnt say anything … I just mentioned her miscarriage and she got like this . الروسية Ryans face darkened : Who told you to bring that up ? His face went white as realization hit : You told her about the miscarriage ? Guilt flashed across Emmas face as she stammered : She forced me to tell her . I didnt mean to . Ryan felt the world go black . سما Emma wiped her eyes , clinging to Ryans arm with tears flowing : Baby , Im sorry , dont be angry . The baby will be scared . Ryan didnt look at her , bending down to try to hold me . I pushed him away violently : Get away … Ryan , please , stay away from me ! The Last Time I Loved Him Chapter 13 His hand hung in the air before finally dropping limply . Later , James came with people to take me away . As I left , I spoke with my back to Ryan : Monday , 10 AM , civil affairs bureau . He started to say something . I didnt want to hear it . In the latest episode of ReelTalk EP 37, titled "Confessions of a Casting Director" by CrushReel, dive into the behind-the-scenes world of bringing your favorite stars to the big screen. Casting Directors reveal the intricate process of selecting actors for roles and share insights into what they seek in fresh talent. Explore the nuanced themes and character elements that shape the casting decisions, shedding light on the unique aspects that influence the final choices. Discover the artistry and expertise involved in assembling the perfect ensemble to breathe life into each character on screen. What sets this episode apart is its candid exploration of the casting process, offering a rare glimpse into the meticulous craft of matching actors to roles. Uncover the passion and dedication that drive Casting Directors in their quest to create captivating performances. For an exclusive look into the world of casting and to learn more about this ongoing series, head over to CrushReel. Experience firsthand the magic of bringing characters from script to screen by delving into "Confessions of a Casting Director," available to read online at CrushReel.