Chapter 3 " Second Farewell , " I'm still wearing the same hospital gown , but it's obvious I've gotten even thinner since the last video . This time , I'm wearing a bright red wig , styled into two braided pigtails . " Today is September 24 , 2023 , Let me show you all what a hospital meal looks like . The camera zooms in . Three dishes and a soup - all made by Carolyn . As the camera pans over each plate , I announce the name of the dish with a little flourish . " And now it's time for Evelyn's food vlog segment ! " I start eating , showing each dish to the camera before taking a bite . I eat with gusto , even more than usual . Off camera , Carolyn is praising me , telling me how great I am . I respond with an exaggerated expression , " It's all because Carol's cooking is too good . I could almost lick the plate clean ! " I pick up the plate and pretend I'm about to lick it . Carolyn , exasperated , stops me . " No plate - licking allowed . " Then she starts tidying up , handing the phone over to me . I turn to the camera and begin introducing my wig collection . I'm lively and animated , looking perfectly fine . But as soon as Carolyn leaves , my face contorts in pain . I scramble out of bed , clutching the trash can as I retch violently . When I finally appear on camera again , my face is streaked with tears from vomiting . 0.00 % 21:13 Chapter 3 288 ¡ Vouchers " Don't get the wrong idea , guys . Carol's food really is delicious . " It's just that the side effects of chemo keep getting worse . Lately , I'm always dizzy and nauseous . " I can't let Carol's efforts go to waste . She'd be so worried if she saw this . She's been crying a lot lately , always watching over me ... " But I think I did something bad . They say people who waste food get punished in the afterlife ... " I stick out my tongue at the camera , trying to look a little more cheerful . Back in bed , I pull out the protective amulet hidden under my clothes . " Raymond , that old lady was a fraud . She said if I wore this amulet , I'd have a long life , free of illness . " " But now I'm dying . You shouldn't bother wearing yours , either . Though I bet you already threw it away ... " " Raymond , tomorrow I really won't love you anymore ! " " Today marks five months since we broke up . They say it only takes twenty - one days to form a new habit . But I've gone through five sets of twenty - one days , and I still can't get used to you not being here . 21:13 Discover our latest featured short drama reel. Watch now and enjoy the story!