My Twitter display name is " Revive Token . " " Hey , are we rolling ? " On screen , I wave brightly at the camera , grinning from car to car . I'm dressed in a blue hospital gown , and the background is unmistakably a hospital room . Carolyn's voice shakes with emotion . " We're rolling . " I clap my hands together , like I'm giving myself a cue , then take off my wig , revealing my bare , shiny head . " As you can all see , I'm sick . My head's so bright right now , it could outshine a lightbulb . " And I just broke up with my boyfriend of seven years . I did it , I dumped him ! " I lift my chin with pride . " I'm making this video because I think everyone should leave something behind in this world . " If nobody remembers you after you're gone , that's just too sad . No one visits on holidays , and even as a ghost , you'd still be a pitiful one . " Hands on my hips , I point playfully at the camera , trying to look fierce . " Carolyn , I'll only let you forget me after a year , okay ? If you move on too fast , I'll be mad . " If it's too slow , I'll be mad too . My dearest friend , I hope you can pull yourself out of grief quickly after I'm gone . That's why I started recording these videos - to help her get used to the idea of me leaving , little by little . To soften her sorrow . Carolyn's hand starts to tremble as she holds the phone , her sobs growing louder . " Hey , don't shake the camera ! Otherwise , the video will be all blurry . 0.00 % 21:13 Chapter 2 288 Vouchers " You've got to capture my last bit of beauty in this world , nice and clear . " " I don't want to film anymore . You're not going to die , you'll get better , I know you will . " Off camera , Carolyn was crying hard , but she tried her best to steady the phone , though the video frame kept on shaking . On screen , I swallow , my eyes turning red . " If you don't like me talking this way , let's call it a recovery diary instead . " " Today is September 7 , 2023. The weather outside is really nice . " The camera follows my finger as I point toward the window . Right next to the hospital is an amusement park , and my room's window faces it perfectly . In the video , you can clearly hear the delighted shouts of children . " Here's my first recovery diary . Today , I'm going to stop loving Raymond ... " It's only been four months since we broke up , and he's already dating someone new . What a jerk - he got over me so fast . " But his new girlfriend is really pretty . I wish them happiness . " I really envy her - she's healthy and gets to marry the person she wants . " But it's okay . Next time around , I'm going to be happy , I promise ! " 56.09 % Discover our latest featured short drama reel. Watch now and enjoy the story!