Rose Hastington Looking at someone who is currently sleeping might be a little creepy but here I am looking at Max. He insisted to hold my hand while he sleeps to make sure that I won’t go away. Why do I always get weak when it comes to him? I caressed his hand and slowly took out my hand from his grip slowly. I kissed his forehead and sat on the sofa. I looked at the time now, it's 1 in the morning. I'm so tired today and my eyes were still puffy and it hurts when I blink. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I felt someone stroking my hair and I slowly opened my eyes. I looked up to see Max’s blue eyes staring at me. "How did you get here?" I asked as I looked at his bed and then turned to him. "Sky helped me." He answered and I nodded. "Good morning by the way.” He kissed my cheek and I closed my eyes again. He pulled me close and pulled my head to lean on his shoulder. "What time is it?" "8." He said. "I have to go to work.” "I already told Luke to let you stay here today." I looked him disbelief. "What did he say?” "Mad at first of course, I'm taking away his little sister away." He smiled and I nodded. "What do you want for breakfast?" I asked. "Just stay here with me okay?" He said and I just stayed there not saying anything. He kept stroking my hair, kissed the side of my head and just hugged me in his arms. I heard a knock and nurse came inside, she walked to Max. "Mr. Cesantio, you have to eat and drink this medicine." She said, she put a tray of food at the table in front of us and a cup of medicine. "Okay." "Are you his girlfriend?" She asked and I froze. "She is." Max answered and she nodded. "Help him okay?" She smiled to me and left the room right away. I opened the wrap of the tray and put it on my lap so I can feed him. "Aren't you going to ask me anything?" He asked and I turned to him. "Huh? About what?" I asked. "Nothing." He shook his head and I started to feed him. Food from the hospital is quite disgusting, it has no taste at all. I saw his face looking at the food annoy. I put the food back on the table. I stood up and took my bag. "Where are you going?" "Going down for a while." I said and he nodded. I walked out from the room and went down to the 1st floor. There's starbucks there and I'll just buy him a coffee with sandwich. This is how my love works, I don't like to say sweet things and just cling to him like a bear.. no I'm not that kind of girl. I'm a girl that only do actions, I show them how much I love them by doing things to make them happy. I'm not Sophia that can shout out her love to show how much she loves Aaron, I'm not Janet that can kissed Sky every single second and I'm not Angel that clings to Alex like a bear. I'm none of them. Max is not a man that love to show his love by saying, he acts too. That's us, that's why we’ve lack of communication because we think the other person likes it but the truth is they don't. After buying it, I went up again. I walked to his room and found Sky standing and talking with Max. Thank God I brought 2 sandwich so Sky can eat too. "Hey Rose." Sky gave me a brief hug. "Hey, have you eat breakfast?" I asked Sky. "Already at home, Janet cooked." He stated and I nodded. I gave one sandwich to Max and the coffee. He looked at me with his eyes widen. "Do you want one?" I asked Sky. "No thanks. I'm just visiting this asshole for a moment then I'll go to work." He said and I nodded. They talked for a moment and Sky went to work not long after that. "Thanks." He said and I nodded. "Sit with me, will you?" He asked and patted the empty side beside him. I sat there and awkwardly ate the sandwich beside him. "Why are you so quite lately?" He asked. "I'm fine.” "You're still mad at me, aren't you?" I turned to him. "I don't know.” "Look Rose.. we both know our feelings are more than this but why do you decide to go away?" "Until when you will sleep with a thousand woman? Should I sleep with a thousand man too so we can be equal by that?" I asked a little bit pissed, I saw his face fell. "I love my bachelor life.” He said. "Then do it, I'm not telling you to stop.” I bursted and he closed his eyes. "Will you just wait for me Rose?" "11 years is enough, I'm not waiting again.” I shook my head and I don't know why my heart is like made of steel today. "What do you want? Get married to me? Or what?" He asked in a piss kind of way. "All you need to do is let me go Max, that's easy. No one will get piss with you and you don't have to beg me for forgiveness which the things you don't like." I said looking at him and he looked at me straight into my eyes. "I'm a man with needs.” "Why don't you just use me?" I asked straight forward. "You're more than that girls Rose, that's why I can't use you wherever I want!" "Liar." I whispered and looked at him coldly. "Why do you think I'll always comeback to you for the pass 11 years? Why Rose?" He asked. "No one understands you like I do." I answered. "I like you Rose.. more than you think and more than you feel towards me.”