Chapter 29 The dream was so beautiful that Carter didn't even want to wake up . But no matter how unwilling he was , he still had to face the reality . The white veil , the solemn church , eventually turned into the glaring white of the hospital room " Would it have been different if at that time I didn't reject you like in a dream ? " " Would it have been different if I hadn't acted foolishly and forced you to leave in the dumbest way possible ? " But in the world , there are not so many assumptions . In mathematics , there is a lonely word called assumption . One wrong step , all wrong . There may be a chance for correction in the process of solving problems . However , in the real world , the results that have been crossed out are not so easily changed . He thought , maybe he shouldn't persist anymore . To Emma now , he was just a nuisance . Emma wouldn't forgive him again . He pondered for a long time before finally opening the new number be had worked so hard to get from Emma . This number had been saved un Cantora pilote for a long time . However , he didn't dare to make the call To los , dus prose manter was his last hope Joven af ' awa sa vexilling to see him , avoiding him all the time , be old wall ge har a call or send her a message in the crud Ader muud templatium , he slowly typed out the works her wandel ba Chapter 29 Emma , I'm sorry . This will be the last message I sent to you . I have been thinking recently , why did we end up like this . I have blamed myself and I have blamed you . I always feel that many things are not as serious as they seem , and can always be forgiven . 28 Nouchers But after being rejected by you time and time again , I suddenly realized how much hurt I had caused you in the past . I was already feeling exhausted after being rejected by you a few times in just a few months . I dare not imagine how you managed to keep your love for me amidst my constant rejection . Emma , I really wanted to say that I loved you . But then I realized that I might be the least qualified person in the world to say this . So , I think I can only wish you happiness . As long as you were okay , nothing else mattered . I won't bother you anymore in the future , but if you need me , I will always be there . A paragraph was repeatedly tapped by Carter several times . He always felt that it was not written well enough , not sincere enough . He was afraid that writing too short would not express his feelings , but he was also afraid that Emma would not want to read it if it was too long . 113743 Chapter 29 I wrote it several times , but only left this imperfect paragraph . It wasn't until the sun went down that Carter finally sent out this message . 284 Vouchers In the early morning , Carter left the hospital and walked to the bottom of Emma's apartment building . He gazed blankly at the dark room that no longer had any light . " Emma , this is the last time . " " Emma , I loved you , goodbye . " Snow was falling gently from the sky again , landing on Carter's head . He didn't notice at all , and kept walking forward . Footprints were left on the white snow along the road , but the snowflakes that had not stopped all night quickly covered the footprints , No one knew that someone had walked a long way just to see someone who would never be seen again . I also didn't know when that person left . *** Emma had been busy studying all day and it was already evening when she saw Carter's message . At that time , she was having hotpot with some international students from different clubs . It wasn't until someone else reminded her that she finally took a moment to check . As soon as she opened it , she knew it was a message from Carter . After reading a few lines , she simply turned off her phone . As long as he doesn't bother her , she doesn't care how regretful he is about leaving . She also doesn't want to deal with Carter's emotions . 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