Chapter 23 Carter quietly watched Emma . No matter how calm Emma's words were , they hurt him deeply . It felt like his bones were being shattered and then put back together . Being an adult , he understood what Emma's calmness meant . But he still couldn't help but ask , " Can we go back to the way things were before , right ? " At the moment Carter spoke , he even wanted to rebuke himself for his shame . But what else could he do besides that ? In Carter's expectant yet shattered gaze , Emma shook her head without hesitation . " Your world doesn't lack me , it's just that you're not used to it at this moment . " " No ..., Carter started to explain but was interrupted by Emma . " " Whether you like it or not , it doesn't matter now " You see , no matter whose feelings , they always appeared at an inappropriate moment for both of us . " " However , we were also consuming each other . " The persistence in Carter's eyes made Emma feel uncomfortable . She accepted his soft words , but her own words were more direct , " Carter , you took me a year to learn how to let go , how could you be so selfish to ask me to pick it back up when I finally let go . " 11 : 363 Chapter 23 " Carter , you can't have your cake and eat it too . " " If you really liked me , how could you treat me like this ? " 1289 Vouchers Emma always felt that everything Carter was going through now was just unfamiliar and unwillingness . But Carter truly felt the bitterness and endless stinging in her words . Carter didn't know how he had left . When he realized it , he was already downstairs from the apartment . Perhaps he was an emotional coward . That's why he couldn't bear to hear Emma's rejection and also rejected her in the most inappropriate way at the beginning . In the cool evenings of Rome in late October , the temperature was not high . Compared to the chilly evening breeze , Carter felt like a leaf drifting with the wind . Eventually , he leaned against the crumbling wall , decaying with time in the pile of leaves . He came in a hurry , for a moment not knowing where to go . Maybe he never even thought about it , just kept looking at the still - lit lamp over and over again . After some time passed , the light finally went out . Carter then walked away . In his twenties , he inexplicably showed a few traces of vicissitudes . As I walked out , I ran into the man named Rowan that I had seen last time . Rowan hurried towards the apartment building , walking tall and not looking around . Carter looked at his back and couldn't help but wonder . If Emma doesn't like herself , will she like him ? Will they be together ? Jealousy quietly arose , knowing full well it was just his imagination , but he couldn't help it from spreading . 34.00 11 : 363 Chapter 23 After Carter left , Emma's mind went blank for a moment . 298 Vouchers Just after he left , the image of Carter leaving was still playing in her mind . Flustered , uneasy , and even with a hint of inexplicable fear . For so many years , Carter had always been composed , and this was the first time she had seen him show such an expression . She couldn't help but wonder about the reason behind Carter's behavior . But then quickly pulled her thoughts away . Since the decision was made , there is no need to spend too much time on him anymore , not even a brief moment of thought . In the future , she will go further , see a bigger world , and meet more people . She wouldn't , and shouldn't , stay for one person . Chapter 24 Title: A Boyfriend on Loan, A Real Love on Way Author: CrushReels Genre: Romance, Modern Status: ongoing In "A Boyfriend on Loan, A Real Love on Way" by CrushReels, Felix Lloyd finds himself in a predicament as he seeks to pacify his family's marriage expectations by renting a girlfriend for the holiday season. However, a serendipitous airport mishap leads Kendal Scott, the wrong woman, into his life. As Felix and Kendal navigate this unexpected twist of fate, the novel delves into themes of familial pressure, mistaken identities, and the complexities of modern relationships. CrushReels intricately weaves together elements of romance and contemporary dilemmas to create a compelling narrative that resonates with readers seeking a blend of heartwarming moments and unforeseen connections. What sets "A Boyfriend on Loan, A Real Love on Way" apart is its ability to balance light-hearted humor with poignant insights into the intricacies of human emotions. With its engaging storyline and relatable characters, this ongoing romance promises a captivating read for fans of modern love stories. Experience the unfolding tale of Felix and Kendal at CrushReels and immerse yourself in a world where love finds its way through unexpected avenues. Read online at CrushReels today to discover the enchanting journey awaiting within these digital pages.