---- as I'd expected. Icalled his phone repeatedly. Still nothing. Silence. Then, under the full view of the surveillance camera, I snapped. I began tossing things wildly, letting myself unravel, letting my tears fall freely. I screamed and sobbed, my voice hoarse with desperation, all while keeping one eye on the blinking red light of the camera. I knew David was watching. He had to be. And he must've been so satisfied -seeing me break down like a madwoman just because he wouldn't answer a damn call. "David!" I screamed at the lens. "Why won't you answer? Don't you know I'm dying to hear your voice? Is that what you want-me, dying for you?" I stood there, eyes red, chest heaving, playing my part ---- perfectly. Pretending that I still loved him more than anything else in the world.