Chapter 18 I sat there in silence for what felt like forever . In her drunken haze , Emma suddenly blurted out , " You know what ? It's not just your style that changed . I miss the old you . " Her words hit me hard . " The old me ?" I echoed , feeling a pang of confusion . She gave me a light shake . " Liz , seriously . Think about it . Is there anything you do anymore that's just for you ? " I opened my mouth , ready to argue , but no words came . After a moment , I tried to defend myself . " But haven't I always been the one chasing after Leo ? That's just how it's always been , right? " " Bullshit ! " Emma laughed , her words slurring as she swore . " If I had known back then how things would turn out , I never would've encouraged you to chase after Leo ! " Chapter 19