Chapter 4 When Ryan called , I told him I was having dinner at his uncle Jamess house . He begged to come along . I refused . A hint of jealousy crept into Ryans voice : Baby , I want to come with you ! Just thinking about how you used to have feelings for that old man makes me nervous ! Please , honey , let me join you ? Maybe next time … I have to go , hes here to pick me up . Fine , fine , but knowing youre having dinner with him makes me so jealous . I smiled , though it was tinged with bitterness and tears . Ryan , I dont go back to people whove hurt me before ! Whether it was James … or him . Though he knew I meant James , Ryans heart skipped a beat , sudden panic gripping him . After a moment of silence , he rushed to speak , as if unable to accept the possibility . Autumn , dont worry , well be together forever . I swear ! I cant live without you . Like I said . in our vows for richer or poorer , in sickness and in health , Ill love you forever . But his words only stabbed at my heart . He claimed he couldnt live without me , yet he still cheated …. Over the phone , he tried telling funny stories to cheer me up . The Last Time I Loved Ham Chapter 4 I listened in silence . Autumn , are you upset ? Did I do something wrong ? he probed carefully . No , I finally spoke . Just watched a movie with a sad ending . Ryan exhaled in relief , jumping to change the subject . Dont watch those kinds of movies alone anymore . Wait for me to come home , well watch together . Psmiled , gazing silently into the distance without answering . The future ? We had no future left . In the latest episode of ReelTalk EP 37, titled "Confessions of a Casting Director" by CrushReel, dive into the behind-the-scenes world of bringing your favorite stars to the big screen. Casting Directors reveal the intricate process of selecting actors for roles and share insights into what they seek in fresh talent. Explore the nuanced themes and character elements that shape the casting decisions, shedding light on the unique aspects that influence the final choices. Discover the artistry and expertise involved in assembling the perfect ensemble to breathe life into each character on screen. What sets this episode apart is its candid exploration of the casting process, offering a rare glimpse into the meticulous craft of matching actors to roles. Uncover the passion and dedication that drive Casting Directors in their quest to create captivating performances. For an exclusive look into the world of casting and to learn more about this ongoing series, head over to CrushReel. Experience firsthand the magic of bringing characters from script to screen by delving into "Confessions of a Casting Director," available to read online at CrushReel.