Chapter 11 Chapter 11 Jacob played a video on his phone . It was my mother . She was crying , her face streaked with tears , apologizing to me . Im sorry , Ivy . I really have been too hard on you ever since you were little . But it was all for your own good ! I know you and Jacob have had some disagreements . Thats normal for young couples ; arguments come and go . Both Jacob and I realize our mistakes now . We promise we wont hurt you you like that anymore . In the video , my mother was sobbing with regret . Outside the video , Jacob had tears in his eyes too . After you left , I realized how much much you love me . There arent many good women ! you left in the world , Ivy . Whether you believe it or not , your mother and I both love you . You have to understand that we were hard on you because we cared . We might have hurt you unintentionally . But … it was all for your own good . For my own good . Those light , effortless words had haunted my life like a nightmare . No matter how much pain they caused me , as long as it was under the banner of for my own good , they could accuse me from a position of superiority . But why ? I reached out and knocked Jacobs phone from his hand . Its useless . The person I am today has the strength to free myself from your control . Your criticisms , your guidance they dont matter anymore . I wont believe anything you say . All I want … is to leave you forever . 15:41 The Last Time I Loved Him 30.40 % Chapter 11 When I was a child , my mother apologized too . But the next time , her punishments were even harsher . Jacob was the same . Every time he apologized , it was only to prepare for even greater harm next time . Jacob stared at me , his eyes filled with emotions I couldnt decipher . He looked like a general who had won battles all his life , but now , defeated in this one moment , he had lost everything . Ivy , whether you believe it or not , I truly love you . I just … couldnt let go entirely . Im still young , and I worked so hard to achieve what I have . I wanted to enjoy it , to indulge myself before marriage … Jacob admitted he had intended to settle down after hed had his fun . After seeing the exciting world outside , he planned to return and live a stable life with me . How ridiculous . I looked at him with utter disdain . Jacob , what makes you think I would wait around endlessly without complaint ? He frowned at me and murmured , Because … Because you love me . In the latest episode of ReelTalk EP 37, titled "Confessions of a Casting Director" by CrushReel, dive into the behind-the-scenes world of bringing your favorite stars to the big screen. Casting Directors reveal the intricate process of selecting actors for roles and share insights into what they seek in fresh talent. Explore the nuanced themes and character elements that shape the casting decisions, shedding light on the unique aspects that influence the final choices. Discover the artistry and expertise involved in assembling the perfect ensemble to breathe life into each character on screen. What sets this episode apart is its candid exploration of the casting process, offering a rare glimpse into the meticulous craft of matching actors to roles. Uncover the passion and dedication that drive Casting Directors in their quest to create captivating performances. For an exclusive look into the world of casting and to learn more about this ongoing series, head over to CrushReel. Experience firsthand the magic of bringing characters from script to screen by delving into "Confessions of a Casting Director," available to read online at CrushReel.