8 "Behaving is what you need to act in front of him next time for Wrum is bringing a gun and he can kill anyone including you," Wrum warned me while I am here in the room. "That is why you need to be more extra-careful next time." he reminded me again. Wim is not that bad in my eyes, even if he is the right of Wrum. He is a caring enemy, the one I can describe him although I still do not know what he is. If he is just pretending to be good in front of me. "Leave me alone and do your job outside. I still can't accept my fate." I said at him. I saw him nodded. Just call me when you need anything. I also want to make sure you're okay. "He sounds concerned. He is. He is already an ideal type of boyfriend. But that's not what I need now, for freedom from this hella place is what I wanted to have. The night came and I didn’t realize the time because I suddenly burst into tears. I remember my parents, the joy we share is now part of my memory and I do not know if I am still alive in the next days of my stay here. Hopefully, they are just in good shape now. I already agreed as Wrum's slave. Damn. And I think that was enough just for them to leave free. I still can't sleep, so I opened my eyes and woke up. I barely walked over to the doorway and opened it. Fortunately, they complied with what I have wished, and that is not to lock the door since I couldn't escape because of the tight security. I went out and looked around immediately. It was quiet and I didn't see any of his people. I just ignored it until I got to the balcony. Fresh air blew into me, overlooking the mini-garden on the side of the mansion and I didn’t expect that saw guards there. What they are doing out there? Four of Wrum's people stood near the garden. I saw someone kneeling in front of them. His two hands were tied behind his back. Maybe he's not Wrum's people. "What are they doing?" I just asked myself as I bit my lower lip. It was dark, but I could still see it because of the light below and now I also realized that Wrum and Wim were there. Moments later I saw Wrum talking to his people then turned around and Wim just followed. I looked back there and I didn’t expect the next thing I saw. A guard pulled his gun from behind him and pointed it to the man who kneeled in front of them. Nervously looking at them, it was my first time seeing someone that needs to be killed in front. That was just mean that all of them here can kill and I am afraid I may be like that man to kill in front of them. They showed me how ruthless they are. One. Two. Three. As I count in my mind and three consecutive gunshots I heard, at the same time there was a hand covering my eyes so that I could no longer see the man on his knees but only one I knew, he is now dead. One hand remains on my eye and I don’t know whose hand it is. But I smell his manly scent, a familiar scent of him. I'm not mistaken. It's him even though I haven't seen him yet. "Why are you still awake slave?" he asked from behind me. "You should be sleeping now. You shouldn't be watching the person being killed." I took his hand that covered my eye and slightly twisted it. I faced him and I didn't expect that I was so close to him that I almost sank into his chest. I swallowed as he just looked at me seriously. I just blinked a few times and slowly opened my lips to speak. "Why are you killing that man? What's his bad doings with you?" I asked him. "Are you that kind of person?" "I don't kill innocent people. I kill bad people and it should just be done to them." He said. "You should also die because you are a bad person." I just told him. "What the heck! What did you just say?!" he angrily asked me as if he was going to hurt me because of what I said. He is a bad person and I know he knew. "I said it clearly," I answered him. "You shouldn't talk to me. "You are just a slave to me. I should just talk to you," he said. "Think of the safety of your family." I just stopped at what he said. Here we go again. I turned my face to where he was standing. "Don't ever hurt my family. You'd better just hurt me." I said. "Since I'm already here in your mansion. And when you kill me, make sure we don't owe your family anymore." I said seriously and if killing me was a good idea to do, then I am willing to sacrifice my life. I would have walked back to the bedroom. But suddenly he spoke behind me again signaling to stop me again. "You will be my slave as long as I want and we will never end up killing you," he said to me. "You're safe. Your family is safe if you just follow what I want." I continued walking and I never looked at him again. I entered the room and immediately closed it. I never restrained myself again. Many possibilities come into my mind. I want to belittle him because he has nothing else to say on his lips but to threaten to kill me, including my family. He did not even say that he would set me free. I sighed and a knock from the door brought me back to reality. I immediately wiped the tears flowing from my eyes, stabilized myself, and opened the door. Thought it was Wrum, but Wim is the one I saw standing that made me faked a smile at him. "I just want to check if you're okay. I mean, I know you're not okay to sleep here," he said. "Are you crying? Can I hug you to feel you better?" He was about to hug me but I just shook his head. "Tell me who you killed earlier and why you did that? You want me to be okay, don't you? Then, tell me." He also shook his head and put his hand in his pocket. "You don't need to know that Silic. Trust me, we won't do that to you. Wrum already promised he won't hurt you." he explained. "Believe him Silic." "I can't trust you Wim. You are an enemy." I said. "Leave me alone. I will never be okay." I said. Closing the door may be the best thing to do, to achieve the peaceful mind I need. I do not want to end up killing myself just because of this stupid problem. That is not the best idea to do.