Chapter 14 Blake , who had been seething with rage just a moment ago , suddenly froze in place . He slowly raised his head , his eyes filled with disbelief and despair . " What did you say ? " He gripped Noah's collar tightly , demanding , " How could she possibly have killed herself ? She was so proud , so bright - how could she have done this ?! " Noah scoffed , his gaze full of mockery . " Yeah , why would she do such a thing ? " " Blake , the one who pushed her to death was you . " Noah's words struck him like a thunderbolt , leaving him stunned . Blake staggered back a step in disbelief , instinctively retorting , " No , that's impossible ! This can't be true ! " " You broke her heart . How could you forget the pain she went through and now act so lovingly ? " " Blake , she's gone . Right here , in the very pack house you trapped her in for five years . " " You will never make up for what you've done to her . " Noah spat out a harsh remark and turned on his heel , walking away . The midday sun blazed down , and Blake suddenly felt a wave of dizziness . Suddenly , Blake's mind was flooded with voicés , " Lena , don't cry . From now on , I'll be your eyes . " " Become my Luna , please ? I'll love you forever . ' " ) " I'll seal the mate bond with Lena , through sickness and health , in poverty or wealth , supporting each other , depending on each other , forever . " As these words rang in his ears , Blake's expression softened . He realized that the future version of himself had been loving Lena all along . But then , the next voice that echoed in his mind shattered his joy , " Lena , I have to handle some pack business tonight . I've made your favorite macarons and put them in the fridge . Be careful when you take them . " " I'm in a pack meeting , I'll call you back later , okay ? " " Babe , I've been really busy lately . Let's go to the concert once things settle down . " " " Lena , I didn't mean to forget your birthday , it's just that so many things have come up with the pack ... " ཇ་ ཁ་ བོ་ ཆའོ་ བ ན བརྗ ཕོ་ ཇརྡ་ རྒྱུ་ ཐ ཇ The overlapping voices crashed in his mind , threatening to split Blake's skull . He trembled , exhaling shakily , his eyes burning with hatred . Future Blake ... what the hell are you doing ?! The pack was so vast . How could it require a single Alpha to handle so much , day and night ? And how could you have forgotten her birthday ? He raised his hand and slapped himself hard . But the voices didn't stop ; instead , they became more and more chaotic . This time , there was even a strange woman's voice . " Blake , the baby keeps kicking me . He wants to hear Daddy tell him a story . " " Where are you going ? " Chapter 14 " Lena , there's an emergency with the pack . " " I'm sorry , Lena . I shouldn't have left you alone on the mountain . Don't cry , don't cry . We'll have more kids . " " Her eyes ? Don't bother treating them . " " Lena , here's the nutritionist I found for you . " " Hurry and eat . " " Stop messing around , she's been preparing this for so long . " Ninety - nine lashes , who are you choosing to protect ? " " Blake , I think I'm miscarrying ... " " I choose ... Kendra ! " A deafening bolt of realization struck him . " Even though he didn't remember exactly what happened , with these scattered words , he could piece together a rough outline . That woman's voice was the same one he had heard earlier in the hospital room . So , he had fallen for a she - wolf who looked almost exactly like Lena over these five years , and had a child with her . He had even repeatedly lied and hurt Lena for her ! A bitter taste of blood filled Blake's mouth , and he spat a mouthful onto the charred ruins . The blackened ash mixed with fresh blood , stinging his eyes . A bitter , self - mocking smile flickered across his face as he whispered to himself , " Blake , how could you hurt her like this ! " With a sharp crash , he collapsed to his knees , his once strong and resilient back now bent in a grotesque way . The sun had moved from high to low . In the vast , ruined landscape , a figure , unsteady and broken , continued to dig through the scorched ruins with his hands . Lena , I was wrong . I really know I was wrong . Come back , please . Blake finally slumped in exhaustion when night fell . Regret and pain overwhelmed him , like a massive wave crashing down . He repeatedly slammed his head against the hard , rough ground until his face was covered in blood . Tiny snowflakes began to fall onto his eyelashes , melting into the dried blood on his face , and finally turning into bloody water that dripped down his body . ེ ༤ ཆ ༤ ཆ འཅ རྒྱུ ཇ ཅཇ ་ ལང He reached out a trembling hand , catching a perfect snowflake . From the deathly silent ruins suddenly came the sound of Blake's broken , helpless sobs . Grandwyck's winters rarely saw snow , yet Lena had always loved the snow , especially the heavy snow in Scandinavia , where mountains and fields were blanketed in white . He had promised her countless times that after sealing the mate bond , he would take her to see it . But in the end , she went blind , and he fell in love with someone else . That snow ... it never settled on their shoulders . Blake curled up silently on the ground , tightly clutching the broken diamond ring in his hand . Chapter 14 60879 " Lena , does it hurt ? " You were always afraid of pain . When the fire burned you , was it excruciating ? ג