Chapter 46 Feeling Toward Her Sering Natalie so happy, I found all the words stuckinany throat and couldn’t say anything. After a long moment, I managed to squeeze out a word and exclaimed, “congratulations!! “Ivy, will you accompany i formy prenatal case checkup in a few days? I haven’t been in the hospital since I found out I was pregnant. “I heard that one needs to register for a record and all that,” Natallestattered excitedly about her pregnancy. But my mind washed with images of Kaden Baunting badlection for another woman. If old Natalie the truth now, there would only be two outcomes. First, she’d be furious and heartbroken, choosing to have an abortion and break up with Kaden. Second, she’d choose to forgive Haden, whether for the sake of their relationship or the baby. Fither way, it would cause Natalie great pain. “Alright. Just let me know the day before,” My thoughts were in fummol, Lagreed absentmindedly and got up to leave. Take care and rest well. I owe something to do and need to bear first. ” Natalie pouted unhappily and exclaimed, “No way! You just there ten mintes pol- “Nat, don’t tell Kaden about the pregnancy yet. Let’s plana get–together and make it special, okay?” suggested it after thinking for a morrol, Natalie didn’t suspect anything and immediately agreed, “Suse. I’ll set the time and let you guys know. ” I gestured to show I was with it and quickly left Natalie’s house. Back in my car, I sat for a while before I finally calmed down Jean, Olivia, and Natalie were all the sisters to me. In my heart, they were like family, and couldn’t bear the thought of anyone hurting them Just as I was about to leave, I saw Kaden’s Chevrolet pull up not far away. He got out and was holding awhite bag, the looked a bit rusland. “Kaden!” I called out. Raden looked surprised to see me initially. Then, he came over to greet me, Ivory, did you come to see my Nat?” Raden actually had a decent demeanor, His family background wasn’t as good as Natalie’s but he looked quite compatible with her, with a refined and proper appearance. Weren’t you at work? Why are you back?” asked “It’s almost noon. I’m worried Nat would be too lazy to cook for herself. Plus, takeout at healthy. So, I came back to make her some food. Would you like to join us? Fadenlifted the bag in his hand and said, “I’ve got beef and clams. ” I was speechless as I looked at Kaden’s smiling face. He didn’t seem fake at all, and he was indeed very good to Natalie. But how could a man like this be two- timing? Tcouldn’t describe how I felt. Forcing a smile, 1 shook my head. “Maybe next time. I have something to do. Bye” “Alright. ” Kaden waved at me. I drove away, beginning to doubt if true love existed in this world. Even with Rowan, I once firmly believed that Ashley was his true love, but I died too early in my previous life to see the end of their story What happened after they got together? A year, two years, or three years? What about decades later? Could Rowan’s love for Ashley last a lifetime? Was it possible to start off deeply in love only to gradually lose those feelings? In the end, they just become distant with confiets like most couples. With these chaoticthoughts, I drove aimlessly through the streets. Eventually, I found myself at the Serendipitycaté Ashley no longer worked part–time here, so coming here was meaningless but I still entered and ordered a black coffee. Holding the warm cup, I quietly gazed at the bustling street outside. My mind replayed the events that had happened since my rebirth. Everything seemed as expected yet gradually beyond control. Just then, a black Bentley sped up and stopped outside the caté. Rowan got out, and we exchanged glances. He let his driver leave and walked into the cafe “One black coffee,” Rowan ordered as he passed the counter. Black coffee was Rowan’s favorite. From the time I knew him until now, he had never changed his preference. Whether studying or worlding, black coffee was great for staying awake. “why are you here drinking coffee?” Romansat down opposite me. Today, he wore a gray turtleneck sweater under a long black coat. With his model–like figure, his visuals were jaw–dropping. From the moment he walked in, the few young female staff had been glancing over here. Some of them even took photos with their phones. “Just passing by and felt like having a cup,” 1 answered casually, Rowan smiled, just then, his black coffee was served. We sat silently, drinking our coffee. “If I hadn’t met you, I probably wouldn’t have liked drinking this bitter and dark stutt, Tid suddenly as my heart tilled with emotion “Hnum? Rowan seemed to be waiting for me to continue. “Before I met you, I liked sweets and lattes. Later, I found out you liked blackcotte, so tried it too, I always thought that sharing the same taste would bring us closer and give us more to talk about. ” I reminisced about those pure and passionate days, smiling. “Leven copied your style, trying to make myself more compatible with you! Rowan’s eyes remained calm, seemingly unmoved I sighed and continued, “Ten years. It took me ten years to realize one thing–you can’t force someone to love you. Chapters Feeling Toward Her 2/2 “Do you regret it? For the first time, Rowan spoke so calmly to me. He continued, “If you had chosen someone else, you wouldn’t have wasted these ten years. ” “Why would I regret it?” I replied serenely. “Liking you allowed me to experience joy, longing, and the feeling that the whole world was beautiful because of someone. In the end, I also leamed to let go. Isn’t that worth it?” A sudden thought struck me, and I added, “When you’re pursuing that university student, don’t you feel the same way? The feeling of loving someone?” The previously harmonious atmosphere was broken by my untactful question. Rowan’s gaze turned colder as he answered, “No. ” That answer was unexpected. 1 pondered for a few seconds but then realized it might not be the right time yet. As the one directly involved, Rowan probably didn’t realize his true feelings for heras I did. “Oh, olay. ” I changed the topic. “By the way, your dad suggested I work at the company. I think it’s a good idea. Can you find me a position?” “At Payne Corporation?” Rowan frowned. “Yes, What’s the matter? Can’t I?” I asked deliberately. Regardless of whether it was feasible, I didn’t care. I just thought Ivan made a good point about finding something to Books Chapters Are Daily Updated Join & Stay Updated for All Books Updates. What position do you want?” Surprisingly, Rowan didn’t reject the idea outright but asked me instead. I thought for a moment. “Anything but a low–level, menial position. I want to learn something.