Chapter 14 Yohan was suddenly overwhelmed with a deep sense of panic as if something was quietly slipping away from him . People were always slow to realize things . They only understand the value of things after losing them . Yohan started scrolling through Naomi's old social media posts and the daily updates she once shared with him . He couldn't help but laugh as he read through their chat history , where she had vividly described things to him . Yohan never realized how interesting her texts were before . However , she was the one sending him long messages most of the time - he rarely replied or even checked them . Naomi gradually started sharing fewer updates with him . She eventually stopped texting him first . A person's desire to share would never vanish - it would only shift elsewhere . As such , she started confiding in Samuel about the little things in her life . Without realizing it , he had subtly woven himself into every part of Naomi's life . Yet Yohan paid no attention to it , thinking that they were just close siblings . Yohan continued to enjoy her kindness toward him . He was used to being loved and relished in it , thinking that she would never leave him . It was only when he truly lost Naomi that he woke up. Yohan realized that he had always loved her , but she was already gone . Julian had also left , saying that he wanted to attend a boarding school . He didn't want the household staff to take care of him and said that he could take care of himself just fine . Yohan was the only person left in the huge house after Julian left. It no longer resembled a home , as it was devoid of warmth . He found Naomi heartless as she had left nothing of hers for him . Yohan was rather envious of Julian , as he could still visit her weekly and give her calls . On the other hand , Yohan could only numb himself with alcohol daily . Countless instances where Naomi had stayed by his side flashed in his mind . Yohan felt immensely guilty and regretful , hating himself for missing out on all his chances . His heart ached whenever he thought of her every night . He had met someone who loved him dearly early on , and he could have been happy . Yet he ruined everything with his own hands . Tears slid down Yohan's cheeks as he looked through their only photo together taken on their wedding day . He wished that the Yohan from the future could travel back in time to six years ago . That Yohan should have told him not to hurt and push Naomi away , never letting her leave . 1/2 Chapter 14 +25 Bonus Yohan thought that if he were to be given a chance to restart everything , he would hold onto her hand tight , never letting go no matter what . Unfortunately , there was no restarting life . Naomi was still Yohan's wife a few months back , but she would be getting married again soon . His mind was a mess , wondering how everything could have happened . Yohan informed Julian that Naomi would be getting married to Samuel . He hoped that Julian would be in anguish that she had left them so mercilessly . However , Julian wasn't sad . Instead , he felt happy for her . " Mommy is happy with Uncle Sam . I wish her happiness . " Yohan thought he had no right to blame Naomi when even a child knew she was happier being with Samuel . Yohan attended Naomi's wedding . Samuel had given her the wedding Yohan couldn't give to her . Julian offered to be the flower boy . The wedding was grand . Yohan only found out how beautiful Naomi had looked in a wedding dress . " I wish you happiness , " he said . " Thank you . " Naomi smiled brightly . She had already let go , and Yohan knew he had missed a chance at happiness . The greatest punishment for him was the fact that he would never be happy again . Continue Reading 3 2/2 Diagnosed with terminal cancer and given three months to live, she starts taking revenge on those who hurt her. Then, a call from the doctor reveals it was a misdiagnosis!