Chapter15 She had been a northern girl , but because she loved the south , she chose to attend college in Riverton . That was where she met him . Logan Fairchild , the golden boy , the Student Union president . She had been elected vice president . The first time she saw him , he was standing in the rain , white shirt clinging to his frame , welcoming freshmen to join . That image had struck her so hard she couldn't look away . From then on , she worked tirelessly to shine , just to stand closer to him . Even knowing there were always other girls by his side , she stayed quietly , stubbornly , at his . She had loved him from the start , seven long years wasted chasing nothing but a shadow . It wasn't until his affair with Sloane finally ended that he began to let Serena into his life . On their wedding day , she had laughed softly and told him , " Logan , I want to see the ocean . I've never seen it in my whole life . Let's go to Seabrook Isles for our honeymoon , all right ? I've heard the sea there is impossibly blue . " But Logan hadn't loved her then . Their marriage had been nothing but his way of numbing himself , of shutting out memories of Sloane Hart . Later , on their first anniversary , she had brought it up again . " Logan , I really want to see the ocean . When will you take me ? " He knew perfectly well she could go on her own . But she hadn't wanted just the ocean . She had wanted him , his company , his attention , his love . And he had ignored her . Every time . He had never taken her words to heart . Now she had gone by herself . Seabrook Isles . She actually went there , alone . This time she must have given up completely . Logan's chest ached . Without hesitation , once Ethan sent him Serena's exact location , Logan grabbed a suitcase and headed for the airport . But before he could leave the house , Sloane's ag agent appeared at the door , eyes red from crying . "Mr. Fairchild ! " she burst out , voice breaking . " I thought you truly cared for Sloane , how could you treat her like this ? " Logan's brow creased . " What happened to her now ? " For the first time in years , her name no longer stirred any warmth . He realized , with a dull clarity , that whatever love he'd once had for Sloane had long since died . His mind was filled only with Serena , where she was , whether she was safe . He had no space left for Sloane's chaos . " She overdosed ! " the agent cried . Logan froze , but the shock passed quickly . His tone was cold . " Another game . I don't have time to entertain her theatrics . If she truly attempted suicide , take her to the hospital . My presence won't change anything . " He moved to leave , but the agent clutched his arm , horrified . You really don't care ? Do you even know , when the doctors brought her in , she refused treatment . She fought the stomach pump , nearly killed herself for real ! And when she finally opened her eyes and didn't see you , she tried to jump out the window ! " Logan's expression didn't flicker . " That was her choice . Not mine . " Chapter15 55.56 % The agent stared at him , aghast . " How can you be this cruel ? If you hadn't led her on , she wouldn't have ended up like this ! " Her voice cracked as she nearly dropped to her knees . " I'm begging you . Please , just see her . She hasn't eaten , hasn't drunk anything , refused to go to set , if this keeps up , she'll destroy herself . You were her boyfriend once . You can't just stand by and let her die . " Logan exhaled slowly . Life was still life . No matter how far gone his feelings were , he couldn't stand accused of letting a woman die . With a grim shake of his head , he followed the agent to Harborview General Hospital . Inside the ward , Sloane lay pale against the sheets . When she saw him , her lashes fluttered and she whispered , weak as a breath , " Logan ... you came ? " He looked at her , at what was left of the dazzling starlet everyone adored , and his voice was heavy . " Was it worth it ? " he asked quietly . " Trying to die for me ? Sloane , you were never like this before . "