**************** Mara Yesterday I had so much fun with Damien I was looking forward to going to school today, waving my grandma goodbye I dash out catching the bus, made my way to school and look around for him but couldn't find him. Am too early today that because I was excited to see Damien. "Oops, "Someone said bumping into me, I look down as he packs Hus's books then straighten up, he look at me with a wide eye then smile. Honestly, he had such a cute smile, I look at him from the head, his hair was pitch black, unlike Damien whose hair is light brown, and this guy's eyes his so dark it was almost black...why is everything about him black? He was wearing black too oops did someone died in his family. "By the way am Josh...I think we are going to make good friends I see the way you look at me" He Winked. Oh geez! Is he flirting with me? Am not interested in bring anything to you, you puke. Instead, I gave him a fake smile and hurried down to class, I felt like punching him and I hate the way he looks at me. Gosh, what's wrong with me? I find other boys disgusting except Damien, I blush and lol down on my fingers. "What are you blushing about"A familiar voice said making my heart dance in excitement. "Damien, "I said excitedly...then I remember I must sound out of character I blush and look down again. "Hey I'm on it okay," He said sitting beside me. I nodded then looked down at my feet...the bell ring oh that great things are getting awkward right now but I hated that the bell ring, Damien gave a brief smile before walking away. ****** ******* ******* After the periods were sat down in the classroom waiting for Damien the teacher had called him into his office earlier while I decided to wait for him, Josh wink at me as he walk out of the class I just ignored him and waited. "Alright let go it's lunchtime"He smiled at me then held my hand as we walk into the cafeteria, he choose a table and we both sat down a girl and another boy was sitting across from us...I think I have seen the guy somewhere. "Mara, meet my best friend Liam and his girlfriend Tricia" Damien introduce. "Girlfriend?"Tricia snorted and glad at Damien "Am his mate duuh...that much more than a girlfriend" I stare at her puzzle then look at Damien who avoids looking at me, I could tell he look uncomfortable right now and I wonder what he's keeping away from me, he isn't even my boyfriend but I can tell there's something fishy going on I mean the first day he saw me...he said "mate" Allison said the same thing and now Tricia. "Tricia...Uhm...can you tell me what a mate is" "Oh...I.."She suddenly looks uncomfortable too. "You don't need to think about it"Damien smile kiss in the top of my head but I push him away, I had enough already I hate it when people lie and keep things away from me. "If you're not going to ever tell me who or what you're then forget it! Am done with you...the first day you arrived you called me your mate and you fought two wolves, then your wound started to close up by itself am not a fool"Tears well up to my face but I don't care if he doesn't trust me enough to tell me then am done trying to put up with it. I hurried out of the canteen and bump into Josh, he just smiles then frown when he saw me crying. "Hey are you okay" He reach for my hair, I slap his hand away and walk on but he followed me anyway. "I know am a jerk but I hate seeing girls cry...will you tell me"He sat down close to me on the floor. "I don't know"I begin to cry again. "It's okay doll face" He grinned petting me. "Don't you dare call me that...we are not friends" I warned "Oh really? But I just saw you cry and made you feel better"He smirked. "Stay away from her"Damien growls. "Oh sorry...I..."Josh look so scared poor boy ran off without looking back. "You can't just scare my friend away and how did you find me? Let me guess another secret" I said sarcastically, I hate the girl Damien is turning me into. Just a few days ago I could barely look anyone in the eye except my grandma and now... is acting differently. "So! Because I refuse to tell you stuff you ran off to the arms of another guy? Is that what you will keep doing in"He yelled and punch the wall behind me making me jump. He lol so angry have never seen him this way and it scares me. "And to think I was protecting you! Do you know how it feels to see you crying on him like that...when am I here? You made me feel so worthless and right now I don't care if you reject me or not"He growls. Geez, what is he talking about? He sounded wounded and hurt. "You are not my boyfriend yet you made me cry...who are you" "Oh...I should tell you? So it will be your perfect opportunity to reject me? Well very well then cause right now I don't care! Go to he'll for am I care I fucking hate you" That it I can't listen to it anymore I felt and screaming...Omg! Have finally done it...he hates me now I can't stand here and listen, I look around and ran out without looking back. ***** ******* ******** Damien "What happened, "Liam asked staring at me as I slide down to the fault, it's not Mara's fault I just wish Damon could understand before taking over and lashing out at our mate like that. I knew he didn't mean it, he was just kind of hurt that she ran away from me then he saw her with someone else. "Damon lost it and now he has blocked me out"I inhale I feel so restless and I can't snift her anywhere which means she probably left. "You should tell her" "Do you think I don't want to fucking tell her? How do I say it? Her whole life is going to change, like telling her "hey Mara...am a werewolf and I happen to be your mate! I doubt if she would believe me at all" I hit the wall again and walk out. I just wish Tricia had kept her ducking mouth shut when I introduce her as Liam's girlfriend but I can't blame her. "Having troubles"Janiel giggled as she join me, I just glared at her. "I wonder why you're wasting your time with her...Damien, you got me, just reject her and I promise you won't regret it I will be here for you"She rant on. "Have you gone mad? how about your mate" I eyed her suspiciously. "Mate?"She snorted but said nothing "one way or the other you're still going to come back to me" I watch as she walks away, she must be out of her mind if she thinks am ever going to reject Mara for her or anything. I need to find her anyway. ******* ******** ******** Mara "I fucking hate you" "And to think I was doing this for you" "I fucking hate you" I screamed, luckily for me or not granny happens not to be around, or else what should I have told her? I don't like this feeling at all, I should never have left and he saw me with Josh now I ruin everything with my childish be for what if that was the reason why he didn't want to tell me anything. "I won't bother you anymore just don't hate me" I cried. "Who said I did"I look up, Damien is here standing by the door. I don't care how he got here I jump on him and cries we'll I guess I like him now. "Okay am sorry I knew I was a jerk earlier but am sorry you deserve to know the truth and I will tell you" "What no! If you're not ready to...it okay" "Am ready why don't you sit down, am sorry for making you cry" I smile "So what the truth?"