Chapter 1 The first day of freshman year , I fell for the campus bad boy . But I didn't even dream of getting close . After all , he was Blake Ashworth , son of the board chairman . And me ? Just another broke scholarship kid who'd literally starve without financial aid . Thought I'd pine away for four years , until the queen bee framed me of sneaking a use of her lipstick . Blake's eyes went cold . " Being broke's bad enough - didn't your parents teach you not to steal ? " He was right . My parents never taught me anything . They died when I was seven . That whole mess got me booted before Halloween . However , years later … I heard the golden boy crashed senior year - dropped out due to severe depression . And been that way for ten fucking years straight . Everyone thought I'd used Vivian's lipstick . Because they'd all gone to PE . Just me in the empty classroom . They twisted it open , revealing the mangled bullet shaped like a hook . " Never worn lipstick before , huh ? What kind of pig mouth makes this mess ? " Vivian tossed it aside in disgust . " Ew , disgusting . " Blake frowned at me , pure contempt in his eyes . Someone piped up : " Vivian , maybe check your other stuff - if she'd steal lipstick , who knows what else ? " " Yeah , gotta complete the look , right ? " Everyone burst into laughter . But Blake grabbed Vivian's hand before she could check her bag . " Don't bother . Just dump hers out - bet she's stolen from others too . " Before I could react , someone flipped my backpack . Everything hit the floor . Just some beat - up used textbooks and a stack of crumpled dollar bills . Face burning , I crouched down to gather my stuff when a designer shoe stepped on a small red notebook . " What's this ? " 15:22 From ' Clingy Orphan ' to Unbothered Queen The Block Button Is My Best Revenge 21.89 % Chapter 1 " Don't touch it ! " K I screamed at Vivian . But I never expected that scream only made her grip it tighter . " Dear Blake , day eighteen of crushing on you . Noticed your stomach was acting up , so I snuck some Tums in your textbook . Hope it helps . " " Dear Blake , happy birthday and happy six - month anniversary of me being crushing . Just paid rent and only have seventeen bucks left . Can't get you those Jordans you wanted , but got you socks instead . Hope you like them . " Vivian read each entry out loud . My face was on fire . Blake looked even worse - face dark as thunder . " Oh , DEAR Blake ~ " " Blake ~ " Everyone started mimicking the journal , someone pointing at Blake's feet . " Bro , I wondered why your style went to shit lately - don't tell me those are the ones she gave you . " " Holy shit , she embroidered initials and everything . Oh my God , so funny . " Blake's jaw ticked . He kicked off his shoe , ripped off the sock , and shoved it back in my bag . " Don't ever give me this crap again . " My throat closed up . He put his shoe back on barefoot and stormed out . Then stopped . Came back . Shredded every page about him in front of everyone . Then threw the pieces at my face . " And quit this pathetic crush thing . It's embarrassing ! " ♡ ( 0 ) ( 0 ) 15:22 Discover our latest featured short drama reel. Watch now and enjoy the story!