Chapter 6 Understand that this isnt a request . I- I love your sister . Im sorry . Im sorry the Moon Goddess made the mistake of pairing us together , but I cant abandon her . Shes my life . Bond or no bond , she is who I choose . You have to accept that . I wont let some bond dictate what I will and wont have in my life . I wish it couldve been any other way , but He swallowed , This is how it has to be . Nooked almost sympathetic . The initial anger and disgust in his eyes softening to mere sadness . I was the charity case in his eyes . He was definitely hurting internally , but it wasnt in full effect . I glanced at their clasped hands . He had support . He had someone steadying him by his side even if his wolf was howling in the worst kind of agony . In some way , Landon and Hestias wolves formed some type of companionship . Never passing the boundary of a platonic relationship because they could only ever feel that way for their mates , but it was to the point that theyd receive a sort of comfort from each others touches . The kind of comfort I wouldve gotten from Hestia . The family kind . But I had no one . What about me ? I asked quietly . The tears trailed down my cheeks . I didnt bother wipe them away when I knew theyd just keep coming . I didnt care if it made me look weak . I didnt care if the whole Pack saw this . My heart was bleeding from inside out and the only form of consolation I had was to let it go . The sister who would comfort me was the reason this was happening . You have Hestia , but what about me ? I didnt do anything . I- Im being forced to watch you two stay together while I cant find nly happiness . You say you dont want the bond to take control , but I sucked in a shaky breath , Why do I have to get punished ? Why are you punishing me for something out of my control ? You may not want a mate but I do . Wolves only get one mate , Landon . No wolf can ever be truly complete without their other half . I only ever wanted my mate . Who will I have if not you ? My voice cracked at the end . The strength that held me up slowly leaving me . I felt so weakened . So drained both emotionally and physically . I could feel our bond prick with waves of discomfort and despair . Landons eyes closed for a brief second before he pried them open . They were hardened , glossed over with certitude . I begged the Goddess above for him to give me a chance . Pathetic as it was , he was my future . The future I wanted so desperately . Even if it made me look like the bad guy . I wanted to have him . Even if I looked like a fool chasing after him Selene , Im sorry . I blinked away my tears . Landon had turned away , glaring into the floor . All the pent up frustration in him being taken out by drilling his anger to the ground beneath him . He couldnt bear to look at me anymore . Not that I could blame him . I looked like a mess . Red rimmed , swollen eyes , skin pale from anguish . His resolve would surely waver if he looked . Much to his dismay , his wolf was fighting for control . The hurt his human side inflicted on his mate urging him to come forth . The green in his eyes flickering to a soulless pitch black . I looked to my sister 12 11 -Forsaken by My Alpha : The Regret That Came Too Late Chapter 6 who still had yet to say something . My eyes pleading with her to understand . She knew better than anyone how murn wanted my mate . How much I longed to finally meet mine since the moment I turned six and learned about them . How disappointed I was when I didnt meet him the day I turned sixteen . How I spent hours looking around the pack territory hopes to find him wandering about . Hestia met my gaze and shook her head . She grabbed onto Landon before wedging herself in his arms . She cuddled into him , using his body to shield her away from reality . I cant let go of him . she w hoarsely into his chest . ove him , Sel I love him with all I have . Who knows , maybe- maybe you will fall in love one day . Find someone of your own ! If doesnt have to be this way . You dont have to follow the mate- A loud snarl cut her off . Everyones attention drifted to Landon whos lips were tugged upwards to the point his extending canines were visible . He obviously didnt like the remark of me falling in love with someone else but none of us dared to comment on it . While he claims to want my sister , he also hates the thought of me having another . Absolutely despises it . My wolf growled in disapproval for his hypocrisy . What surprised me was that my wolf was taking his rejection far better than I was . While I felt the need to cater to him and plead him to stay , my wolf was angry for his denial of our bond . She was aggressive , flicking her tail against the ground in my mind out of aggravation .