Chapter 10 Chapter 10 Linns POV The first thought that went through my head when the pictures of me kissing Riley surfaced wasnt about the reputation of the Black Rock Pack , or even Rileys name . It was , Shit , Seraphina knows . And so I started running from that reality . I used the most vicious language I could think of to hurt her , I even justified it all as tecting Riley . my own cowardice that had led me to use two women as scapegoats . It was my Later on , I tried to keep up the charade , telling myself that she was just mad . If I just groveled a little like I used to , shed forgive me . So every day , I had someone send a bouquet of those frost moon roses she had once mentioned to me . They were always , without fail , returned . Only then did I realize that she was truly done with me . After I was brought into the Black Rock Pack guard outpost , my mother managed to bail me out , she told me that the pack was falling apart . I had no choice but to deal with the pack issues first . As soon as I left the Black Rock Pack guard outpost , I heard that Riley had threatened her with a knife , it made my heart ache . How dare she threaten my Seraphina ? When she came to me again , I gave her a slap , told her to behave . But she didnt listen , and even betrayed me in the final coup for power . I couldnt take it anymore . I had my men beat her and then throw her to the most northern part of the territory . Even when I heard the news of her death , I felt nothing . Everything that was important to me , I had destroyed with my own hands . My body seemed to be falling apart . By the time I got to the Pack clinic , bone rot disease was already in its final stages . But I didnt want treatment . It seemed like my and Seraphinas relationship had begun all wrong , in the forbidden territory of the Silver Moon Valley . So I went there alone . And that was when I realized the extent of what Id done to her . Every night there were howls from stray werewolves , and I couldnt forget Seraphinas helplessness when she had been aldne here . So , I decided to stay there , torturing myself as I went . I thought this was my punishment , but the Moon Goddess had other plans for The one time I came down from that place , the last time I ever came down from that place , was to attend her Blood Oath ceremony . She looked so beautiful that day . I stood far off at the doorway , watching her . -Forsaken by My Alpha : The Regret That Came Too Late Chapter 10 I made wish to the Moon Goddess . Keep Seraphina safe always . Perhaps the Moon Goddess heard me because , after I returned from the ceremony ony that n I night , I was attacked by a wild woll As it was ending my life , I felt relieved . I was a coward . I didnt even have the courage to end it myself .