Chapter 34 I couldnt believe what David was saying . He was a werewolf , just like the others ! He was a complete contrast to what I was used to with the guys . He was * kind , caring , and compassionate . He had a love for agriculture and literature that I would only dream of finding in somebody , and even though I didnt see him in that way , hed become quite a good friend to me . Ive never thought that you were one of them , I admitted shyly . Its OK , Emily . We all have our little secrets , but I want you to know that you dont ever have to be afraid to speak with me . I will be open with you completely about anything you want to know . You simply just have to ask the question . His smile was warm , and part of me felt overjoyed at the idea he was so willing to help me understand . The truth was that the guys had never really taken the time to explain much to me . Granted , Logan explained a little but , it wasnt what I was hoping for . I didnt honestly know all that much about them , and that broke my heart . David cleared his throat , bringing me back from my thoughts , and causing me to give him an apologetic look , Im sorry … There is no need to apologize . Are you OK ? Honestly , I hardly know anymore . My reply was the honest truth . I felt completely off and different from the world that was floating around me ? As much as I wanted to stay on top of the game and be in control I couldnt find it in myself to be that way . I felt so defeated not knowing if I was coming or going . Its OK , I understand . He replied with a smile , Perhaps the best thing for you to do tonight is just to go home and sleep it off and get some rest , and be able to recoup tomorrow and figure out what youre going to do next . Chuckling at his comment , I contemplated sleeping. 10.73 % 34 Get 102 Menu Sleeping sounds wonderful , but I definitely couldnt go home at least not tonight . Perhaps I could call the girls and see if I could crash with one of them ? The thought was very appealing , but then again I didnt want to be a burden to anyone . Thanks , but I think Ill sit here a little while longer . My plan was to try to call somebody and see about staying at one of their dorms for the night . I just dont feel comfortable going home right now . His eyebrows shot up , and he nodded his head . Well , I know its a lot , but I do have a three bedroom house with two spare rooms . If you want , you can crash in my guest room . If youd like for the night . No strings attached or anything like that . Just trying to give you an option if you dont feel like going home . I found his offer to be very kind , and I quickly nodded my head . That would be wonderful , actually … If you dont mind . Not at all , Emily , David chuckled as he quickly slid his chair out , grabbing his bag in his jacket . Lets get out of here and go get you settled in for the night . Following him , I wasnt quite sure what was going to happen . I knew that the guys werent going to be happy about the fact that I wasnt coming home tonight . But at the same time , I didnt care . I needed the space to be able to clear my mind and comprehend everything that I had been learning . Part of me had hoped that maybe tonight before I go to bed , I could pick Davids mind to learn a little bit more about the life that they were trying to pull me into . They hadnt really discussed and told me anything , and I was supposed to just blindly trust them and follow forward . I had to learn how to start listening to myself because I was the only one I could trust . Walking into Davids home , I was taken back by how beautiful it was . He 10.56 % 34 Get 10 > #Menu definitely was making good money at the university to be able to afford to five in a place like this . Beautiful wooden floors , granite countertops , lush furnishing . It was a dream come true , and similar to what I hoped that I could own- later on in my future . Just go ahead and get comfortable . I will take you upstairs in just a Iminute and show you where your room is . I stayed quiet but smiled at him before he disappeared around the corner . I wasnt quite sure where he was going , but when he came back empty han ded , and with a T shirt on and Gray sweatpants , I realized that he had gotten himself a little more comfortable . Here , lets go upstairs . Ill show you the room that youre staying in . There should be a change of clothes , some shorts or T shirts or something in the drawer that my sister left here . Youre more than welcome to use them and take a shower if youd like . His offer was sweet , but at the same time , I was a little hesitant . Showering in a house with another man I dont really know in the next room ? Thank you so much for this , I said from behind him as I followed him up the stairs towards the guest bedroom . I feel like Im being a bother , but you have no idea how much this means to me to be able to get away from it all for a night . Reaching the top of the stairs he turned slightly and smiled at me , You dont even have to say thank you for staying here . My door is always open to you , Emily . Taken back by his offer , I stood speechless staring at him . Yes , he was my professor but since I had come to this town , he had slowly become so much more . He had in fact become a very good friend . Thank you , David . You have no idea how much that means to me . A deep chuckle slipped his lips as he nodded his head , and turned to Continue on . The subtle movement of his muscles beneath his shirt drew my eyes in , but a reminder that they werent one of the guys quickly 10.62 % 34 diminished my thoughts . Imissed them terribly , but at the same time … I was happy to be away , Walking through the open door , my eyes took in the soft feminine decor of the guest bedroom . I had no doubt that his sister frequented his home because of how it looked . Soft whites , pinks , and yellows littered every inch of the room and brought a smile to my face . When youre done , come downstairs and Ill get us some tea . Perhaps , I can answer some of those lingering questions for you . I spun to face him as he slowly closed the door with a grin on his face . I was shocked that he was able to pick up on the fact I had questions . The chiming of my phone resonated again , and looking down I saw the fifteenth missed call that lay waiting on my phone . Each of the men had tried to reach out to me , but I had ignored their advances . Why should I be the one to cave in when they all have done nothing but push me around to get what they wanted … never what I wanted . All I wanted was for my thoughts and opinions taken into account . Was that so much to ask for ? Staring at my phone I sighed and quickly powered it off . I needed a night that was free from their persistent ways . I wanted a night that was just me , and I had wished more than anything I would have just got a dorm room like the others . I wasnt sure if there was a way for them to track me down , but with the necklace secured around my neck , I hoped it wouldnt be possible . Thinking back.over everything Logan had said to me about what the necklace could do … I was pretty sure tracking was one thing it prevented or so I hoped . Obtaining my privacy felt like a jolt of accomplishment . I was finally able to clear my mind , and also try to gain insight into what I am really getting myself into . 10.69 % ter 34 Get 10 Menu Or at least that is what I hoped would happen . I cared about them all , but they had been lying and betraying me . In a way , they used me to their advantage . Yes , I enjoyed the moments spent with them . But in the end , I honestly knew nothing of the life they lived . I was completely ignorant of werewolf life . 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