I always tried to be liked. To find someone that could love me as a family. I just wanted to feel the warmth of love. But it seemed that it was always a fake love. I never… found anyone that loved me. I was… thrown into this world. And since the first day that I remember having a slight amount of consciousness that I have lived in agony and pain. Since I was a baby that they injected me with things, that they experimented with me, that they used me for whatever strange experiments these people were doing. The only thing I always dreamed of was for this pain to end. I once heard about one of these people in lab coats about having a family. They said that their daughter loved them and that it was going to be their birthday. Through the collective consciousness of my strange capabilities, I found out what was a family all about. But this collective consciousness could not give me what I wanted, they were devoid of emotions, cold, and even unalive. I wanted a family too… I wanted to not suffer anymore… to be loved. How can I find someone that can love me? I wanted to escape from this place. But no one ever came. I had to escape myself. As I grew older, my capabilities intensified. These people were not able to contain me anymore. Their own creation finally found a way to fight back. I enjoyed strangling their bodies and filling them with the black ooze they filled my bloodstreams with. As they agonized and screamed, I converted them into mindless servants and used them to escape. I was finally freed from this world. Only for a new and scarier one to emerge before me. Freedom… Was not as I thought. Anywhere I went, they would chase me. I was not able to live normally, as they would always try to come and kill me. They called me a demon, even. Now that I think about it, I never truly knew what I really was. I simply had these powers they injected me with when I was a mere baby. I was nothing but a test subject to them. My life did not even matter. And now that I escape, they seek me. They say that I am a monster, that I do not belong to this world. I just want to live in peace… I want to have a family. One day I found a family, a nice family. They treated me well. But there was something that I could not really understand. Why were they so afraid of me? I was trying to be nice. Why are they looking at me like that? I did not do anything wrong… STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! I am trying to help you! I tried to talk with them, but they would not listen. I had to tell them, to show them that I was not a bad girl. I am a good girl, I want to be your family too! Why… do not you love me?! WHY NO ONE LOVES ME?! I had to force them to, there was no other option, right? S-So I simply did what I ALWAYS do! I used my abilities and made them good people, so they could love me! I think… I did something wrong. But I managed to find a place where they could not find me, so I stayed with this new family, and decided to live with them. With papa, mama, and big brother. I want to be with them for eternity. Thanks to my powers, that is possible. Everyone that receives this ooze becomes somewhat immortal. We can stay together forever, everyone. Finally, I found a home. I was… so happy back then. But it was everything a lie at the end. Someone came looking for us one day, and they caught my family. I wanted to save them, but it was too late. These people used strange technology and finally found a way to suppress me. My ooze started to become gray ash, and my body grew old… I became an old woman, as my body started to fade away. Everything in my life was just… constant twists and turns of never-ending nightmares. Was there any day I actually felt relaxed? I envied normal people so much… I wish I could have been born normal. I wish I could have been a normal person. I wish… I could have been given a family, and live a normal life. Everything was but fabrications of my powers, in the end, I had nothing. I do not want… to be alone. As I was slowly fading into the void, strange voices began to resonate through my mind… Maybe I was hallucinating. If there is a second life? I wish… I was strong… then… I wish my power could not easily be taken away from me… I wish there were a family… to love me there… I wish… I wish I could have a second chance. I wish this was not a hallucination.
