Chapter 18 0.69 % Nyx Had to admit , when it came to their beast forms , she had a soft spot for them . But it wasnt anything weird or pervert but just a simple , pure preference . She really wasnt a freak ! Theons eyes glazed over as he muttered , But my Loss of Control Index dropped to 70 , which means I mustve gotten some kind of mental soothing / while I was out of control Except for Nyx , there couldnt have been any other female to do that . Before his mind could spiral further into that dark pit of paranoia , Nyx quickly pulled him back to reality . Your Loss of Control Index dropped ? Nyx grinned , genuinely pleased . Guess my efforts werent for nothing , then . She pushed herself to get rid of some of that black mist on him . She even felt dizzy for a bit probably drained all her mental energy , and had to take a long rest to recover . She explained to Theon about the black mist shed seen around him and how she managed to get rid of it . To back herself up , she even pulled out her latest health check results , which showed her mental fluctuations were currently at an A level . The idea of black mist sounded super mystical , but Theon didnt doubt her for a second . He could feel the mental soothing shed given him , and that realization finally eased his anxious heart . A huge breath of relief left him , and for the first time in what felt like forever , he relaxed . He owed her so much . If her mental soothing technique hadnt been so effective , he probably wouldve lost it completely after the emotional rollercoaster hed just gone through . They both stood there , red faced , exchanging awkward glances . Their eyes locked before both quickly looked away , as if theyd just been jolted by an electric shock . After a moment , Theon shook himself out of the daze , forcing himself to act with a little more dignity . He still knelt , but he took Nyxs hand gently and said , Thank you , Nykie … for saving me . Nyx curled her fingers awkwardly and replied , Youre my guardian , my family . Just dont mention it . Theon looked up at her with such intense admiration that Nyx couldnt help but feel her heart race . The affection in his eyes hit her hard , and she felt a tight knot in her chest . Before he could say anything else , she quickly withdrew her hand and blurted out , If you ever dont want to be my guardian anymore , we can just be friends . Friends dont need to be so formal . Theons face fell , and he stared at her , a little stunned . So … youre rejecting me ? His dejection hit Nyx like a ton of bricks , and she couldnt bear it If Theon turned into his lion form right now , she could imagine his tail would probably be dragging on the floor . Can you at least tell me what kind of male you like ? Theon asked , still not ready to give up . If he wasnt good enough for Nyx , then that was on him . He could learn , change , and become the kind of male she wanted . 12:32 Sat , Feb 8 BBB . Chapter 18 Nyx stared at Theon , lost in thoughts . She honestly didnt know what kind of male she liked . 69 % Back on Earth , shed been too busy working , grinding away at part time jobs while everyone else was falling in love . Shed had zero time for romance , and her dating experience was practically nonexistent . She started to think carefully about her ideal type . After a while , she spoke , I like a male who loves me and is fully loyal to me , both in mind and body . That was all the standards she could name right now . Theons eyes immediately lit up . Those were the basic qualities any male should have , and he was more than capable of meeting those expectations . Seeing Theons renewed determination , Nyx rubbed her forehead . But Im not thinking about marriage right now . She had never been a fan of marriage back on Earth , and here ? Well , the lifespan difference between her and everyone else was a big problem . What if she didnt live for 500 years ? That would just be heartbreaking for whoever was left behind . She didnt want to drag anyone into that kind of pain , so marriage was a no go . Theon may have wanted the title of Nyxs spouse , but even without that , he was okay . As long as you dont hate me or kick me out , I want to stay by your side in any way I can , Theon said , his voice almost pleading . Nyx was left speechless . It seemed like he was set on this , so Nyx didnt argue anymore . She then changed the subject and asked , So … what made you lose control ? Did someone piss you off ? The males Loss of Control Index was influenced by a mix of factors genetic level , beast form species , personality , environment , and so on . When their emotions spiked , it could send their index skyrocketing . Theon looked a little sheepish , but he was being honest . My Loss of Control Index has always been high , like 74 , which makes it super easy for it to spike . Im kind of a hothead , to be real . He then quickly added , But I swear , Im never gonna be hotheaded with you ! Nyx couldnt help but laugh . I dont think youre hotheaded at all . Nyx thought Theon was always polite with her , and even when he lost control and turned into a lion , he was still a well- behaved , obedient lion . If that counted as a temper , then the guys shed seen back on Earth would probably all have been diagnosed with rage issues . Nyxs smile lasted until she heard Theons next confession about why hed lost control this time . My uncle wants me to leave you and get with some other A level female . I didnt want to , so we got into a huge fight . At that , Nyxs smile faded , and she muttered in her mind , Theons uncle doesnt like me ? For a moment , memories of her family on Earth flashed in her mind . In that family , everyone had constant disapproval of her . Her grandmothers scolding , her uncle and aunts disdain , and her brothers condescending looks … She had had enough of that . 974 12:33 Sat , Feb 8 GBB . Chapter 18 69 % If she ever did marry , she didnt want her partner caught in the middle of a family drama . So she said to Theon , If your uncle doesnt like me , maybe you should listen to him . Hearing Nyxs words , Theon froze . He was panicking , not sure what to do . Without thinking , he grabbed Nyxs hand tightly and explained , I like you , and it has nothing to do with him ! My uncles just emotionally distant . His emotional fluctuations are way lower than most peoples . He doesnt really like anyone . You cant judge me based on him its not fair ! Felix Lane was like a war machine who was stoic , cold , and ruthless . In the early years , when the empire faced invasions from other advanced civilizations , he fought at the frontlines . With decisive kills and a commanding presence , he earned the respect and fear of his subordinates . He became known as the War God Marshal . Not only did countless males idolize him , but even the typically proud and reserved females couldnt help but admire him . However , hed never been interested in females , never dated , and was even unmarried . No matter what those females did to catch his eye , it was like throwing stones in a pond that would never ripple . To the females who failed to win his favor , he became known as Cold Blooded Felix . If it were other males who spent most of their time on the battlefield without mental soothing , they would have turned completely out of control . However , Felixs emotions had always been stable because he didnt have much emotional fluctuation . Even with his family , he acted more like role playing . He cared for them because of his responsibility , because that was what books told him to do . When it came to Theon , Felix was the responsible uncle , but he never sympathized or showed any warmth to Theon . It was always orders , never understanding . Felix didnt get emotions . He just wanted the optimal solution to every problem . In his opinion , Theon should just go for an A level female for mental soothing , like it was some kind of practical decision . He didnt get what love was or why Theon was willing to throw everything away for Nyx . Hearing that , Nyx was a bit surprised . It was unlike the famous marshal she had learned . Theons voice was filled with frustration . Were two independent people . He has no right to control my feelings . Even if you didnt have mental power , I still wouldnt listen to him . And besides , you can awaken A level mental power . If he knew that , hed never try to stop me from pursuing you . With that , Theon pulled up his Intelligent Brain and sent Felix a video invitation without even giving Nyx a chance to stop him . Before Nyx could react , the video call was already connecting . Nyx instinctively backed away , making sure she wasnt in view facing the male who didnt like her . Felix answered the call , but all he could see was Theon . He had no idea Nyx was standing just out of frame . 12:33 Sat , Feb 8 GBB . Chapter 19 Discover our latest featured short drama reel. Watch now and enjoy the story!