13 REINER I have a son . That was the only thought I was able to formulate on the drive from Madison Square Garden to Marks house , it went on and on in my head like a broken record , and meanwhile , in the background of my mind , images of that night went along with it . From seeing Becky and the kid on the screen to her hiding behind Wayne Baker and then leaving with the boy in her arms . She had held him so close to her chest since she had seen and recognized me , probably to keep me from seeing his face . All that time , only one emotion had camped on her face : pure , genuine terror , which I had also smelled in her scent when Id managed to reach out and hug her , after four endless years . Not that that move had turned out to be particularly clever , on my part . Even the pup had been frightened . I had seen him clinging to her , calling to her in an intimidating little voice , and it had killed me . That had been the first interaction Id had with my son , and the only thing I had managed to make him feel was fear . Great first thirty seconds as a dad , Reiner . My first thirty seconds , and probably the last : the way Becky had run away and the way Wayne had then threatened me , I doubted I would have an easy time getting to know our child . I have a son . And he was so beautiful , so perfect , it almost hurt . The perfect , precise union of Becks and me . The child I had always dreamed of having with her . The answer to the countless prayers to the Moon Goddess , to the endless attempts , to every tear shed and wiped after a negative test . Bro ? I heard Mark call me , but my mouth was completely dry . I had a son . And Rebecca hadnt bothered to tell me . Even though we had been trying for that child for two years . The boy could not have been more than three years old , and she must have found out about the pregnancy shortly before or shortly after she left me for that lover of hers . Perhaps … there 1/4 +9 Paint 13 was a possibility that she had passed the child off as his ? Still , they were alone at the stadium . It was usually fathers who took their children to sports events . Moreover , she had called Wayne to help her , not her lover . Maybe he was no longer in her life . She didnt tell me . We have a child , but she didnt tell me . The more that realization sank in , the more it hurt . The more it ripped my heart . Nice shitty situation . Mark commented , only then did I realize I had spoken out loud . I sighed , getting out of the car and following him into his house . I didnt wait for him to offer before dropping down on the couch . He said , tossing me a can of beer . I threw him a look . Look , not that I dont appreciate it , but … dont you think youre making me drink a little too much today ? With the shitty day youve had ? I dont think so . He replied simply . Yeah , because that day had started with my brother and mother exauthorizing me and kicking me out of the pack … precisely because of my failure to produce an heir . At the thought , a hysterical laugh escaped my lips , a laugh that soon became thunderous and frankly inappropriate to the whole situation . But I couldnt stop , and nor did I care . Okay , Mark did after a few minutes , giving me a strange look . Maybe its not a beer you need , but a sedative . Please tell me youre not having a hissy fit . A kid … I laughed , almost out of breath . A f ***** g kid … and Ive been exauthorized … ha , ha , ha ! In less than twenty four hours , I had lost my role and pack because I didnt have a child , and I had held that same child in my arms . It was as if a prankster god was working to make my life , or at least that day , as absurd and senseless as possible . Drink , Mark sighed , putting a glass of water in my hand . I didnt even need to smell it to know that he had put a good dose of medicine in it . Nevertheless , I downed it all in one gulp . After all , I needed it . Already after a few seconds , I felt the drug begin to take effect , as a strange feeling settled over me . Honestly , I preferred being hysterical . Now , my mind was filling up again with questions , uncertainty … and anger . 2/4 +8 Point 13 We had a child , and Rebecca had told me nothing . This was not just wrong or bitchy . It was just plain cruel . I couldnt get my head around it . The Becky I knew would never , ever act like that . The Becky I knew was kind , loving , brave , and honest . The way she had behaved contradicted everything I knew or thought I knew about her . I have a son . I said in a half voice . Apparently , Mark nodded . The mega screen kid , huh ? I nodded . Have you seen him ? Ill tell you . I saw him first and knew who he was before I even saw Becca . He commented . In the back of my mind , I flinched at that diminutive I knew she hated it , because kids at school used to taunt her calling her Chew Becca . The resemblance … holy s ** t , its impressive . Impressive is an understatement . I cant … understand why she didnt tell me . I sighed . I mean , weve tried for a baby for two years … I mean , the fact that she f ***** g left me for someone else is a good indication as to why she didnt tell me maybe she had doubts about paternity , though … What about the bond , though ? A little voice inside me added . f ** k , even that detail was jarring . I remembered very well the moment I had felt the bond with Becks break . It had been the most painful , most terrible thing I had ever felt as if my whole body was on fire . It had left me stumped , deprived of the bond that I had now come to feel as natural and as much a part of me as a limb . Yet , as soon as I had seen her again , there it was again . It had not snapped into place , as it had the first time I had seen her after her wolf had manifested fully , but had simply … reappeared . As if it had been there all along , just weakened by the distance . That could only mean one thing . That she had never broken it . This doesnt make sense , I thought , as I felt the warnings of a really bad headache start to come on . Too much beer and too much s ** t that day , never a good combination . Her leaving me , the bond breaking but not breaking , that kid … You should get some sleep , now . Mark said . Youre not capable of reasoning right now . Well talk about it in the morning . 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