Chapter 6 When Cedric finally e uncontrollably . finally responded to her , Amelia could no longer hold back . She broke down , sobbing Cedric had barely woken before insisting on being discharged and going home . His beta , unable to persuade him otherwise , reluctantly agreed . The moment they stepped inside , Cedric's gaze landed on the wedding photo hanging on the wall . The tears he had been holding back through the entire ride surged uncontrollably . He could not forgive himself . Every time he thought about Lavinia wheeled into the operating room alone , dying on that cold surgical table , he wanted nothing more than to end his own life . Lavinia had always been afraid of pain . Yet despite that , she endured round after round of egg retrieval shots at the hospital , all to give him pups . She had been so terrified of pain , What had she been feeling when walking into that operating room ? The thought twisted Cedric's chest in agony , leaving him gasping for air . His eyes roamed over every corner of the house . Everything in it had been chosen by Lavinia . Every inch of the home bore her touch . His legs gave out , and he collapsed onto the floor , crying out in anguish . " I'm a monster . I'm no better than a beast ! It should have been me ! I'm the one who should have died ! " The beta , startled by the outburst , rushed forward to help him up . " Alpha , this isn't your fault , it … " Before the beta could finish , Cedric shoved his hand away . Stappering to his feet , he stumbled toward the second - floor nursery . He pushed open the door and saw a pregnancy diary lying on the desk . Just the sight of the cover made his freshly dried tears spill again , one after another . The cover was a copy of the ultrasound from the first prenatal checkup for the triplets . In the black - and - white image , three tiny white dots about the size of peanuts could be seen . Lavinia had carefully made a copy and turned it into the diary's cover . The thick diary was filled with notes about every checkup since she had found out she was time . spregnant , along with her thoughts at the [ My little ones , do you know ? I have been waiting for you for such a long time . Before you even arrived in this world . already loved you so much . ) your daddy and I Your daddy is the best in the world . He loves your mommy very much , and he loves you too . You must grow strong and healthy , berause both of us are waiting for you ] [ Daddy's very busy with work , but no matter how busy he gets , he comes with me to every appointment to see you . You don't even know how much we look forward to meeting you ) Only three more mouths to go . Because of you , I've become the happiest mommy in the world . | Every word was filled with Lavinia's anticipation for the pups . Cedric collapsed to the flour , clutching the pregnancy diary tightly against his chest , gasping for breath . He could not understand . He couldn't make sense of any of IL . How could Lavinia , who had been so eager to meet the pups , suddenly decide to end the pregnancy so decisively ? And even when it meant risking her own life ? CallApp INSTALL Suddenly , a spark of suspicion flashed in his mind . Something about all this felt wrong If it had only been about the fight at the hospital with Amelia , Lavinia would never have made such an irreversible decision to get rid of the pups . At that thought , he suddenly snapped his head toward the beta standing at the doorway . " Find our ! Go and find out what happened ! " " I want every detail about what happened in that hospital . Every single thing ! "