Chapter 26 It kind of felt like we were all thinking the same thing, even if no one said it out loud at first. The movie was still playing, but nobody was paying attention to it anymore. We were all silent for a while. Ashby then shifted in his seat, and I could feel it coming before he even opened his mouth. He wasn't someone who held things in for long. "I'm probably gonna ruin this whole moment," he said, his voice steady, "but I need to get this off my chest. I keep thinking about how I wish we'd fucked before all this stuff came out." Nobody said anything right away. Not because we were shocked. But because we felt the same. There was honesty settling around us. I glanced over at him, meeting his eyes for a few seconds before looking down. My throat felt tight when I admitted, "Me too." Next to me, Tripp let out a slow breath and muttered under it. "Shit." None of us moved. We all just sat there quietly, thinking about what we were really saying without spelling it out. We were each weighing out our options, as if thinking about having sex with each other was a normal thing. And after that, it just...started to happen. I stood up first. I wasn't scared, but my hands were shaking a little. It was more like nerves, excitement, relief all at once. I didn't rush it and simply undressed slowly, aware of all their eyes on me. At that point, I wasn't really thinking anymore. Once I was standing there bare, I looked around at them and said, "I want this. I want all of you. If you want this too...then we should just do it. What's the point of ignoring what we really want? It will only hurt us." They looked at each other, and the lack of speaking made me nervous. Had I gone too far? Was I pushing them to do something they didn't want? Shit...maybe I'm the problem. Just when I was about to lose it, they started moving too. One by one, they stood up, eyes meeting mine, nodding slightly at each other like they'd been waiting for someone to say it first. They started undressing, and my heart starting beating fast. I realized then that we weren't doing this because we were confused or because it was impulsive. We were doing it because we wanted to. Because it felt right. Dash was the first one to walk up to me. He didn't grab me or rush anything. He just placed his hands gently on my face, holding it like I was something important and fragile. "You sure about this?" he asked, his voice a whisper. "I am. If you guys are too." His eyes didn't leave mine. "Yeah," he said quietly. "We are." He leaned in and kissed me gently, his lips moving slowly. His hands stayed on my face, cupping my cheeks as his body pressed more against mine. Then I felt other hands on my body. One brushing against my back, another trailing along my arm. I didn't know whose was whose at first, but it didn't matter. I knew them. I trusted them. I loved them. Dash broke the kiss after a while, but his lips lingered for a moment before he fully pulled away. I looked up at him, my breath catching in my throat. Then I watched him sink to his knees in front of me. His hands slid up my thighs, parting them gently, and he leaned forward until I felt his warm breath against my inner thighs. I tensed, trying hard to steady myself by placing my hands on his shoulders, and digging my fingers into his skin. He trailed kisses along my inner thigh until his mouth covered my pussy. I sucked in a breath, then moaned when his tongue flicked at my clit. Through half-lidded eyes, I caught sight of Tripp standing to my right. He was rubbing his length with one hand, while the other pressed against my lower back. His palm was warm against my skin, but it still sent shivers down my spine. When our eyes met, he leaned in, capturing my lips with his own. His tongue gently parted my lips, deepening the kiss passionately. "Our beautiful baby," Rhys murmured softly from behind me, his voice a low whisper. I leaned back against his chest as he stepped closer, feeling the heat of his body coming around me. His hands moved slowly around my waist, fingertips brushing softly along my stomach before they traveled upwards to cup my tits. He massaged them gently, making me moan into Tripp's kiss. Ashby was standing to my left. One of his hands moved along my outer thigh and up my hips, and by the sound of it, he was touching himself with his other hand. There were so many hands on me. Mouths kissing and sucking at my skin, making me moan louder. My legs started shaking before I even realized what was happening. The pressure had been building steadily, and suddenly it was too much to hold back. Dash didn't let up, his tongue kept moving over my clit, fast and focused, and a few seconds later, my body gave in completely. I folded forward without really meaning to, unable to stay upright. Tripp and Ashby caught me, each grabbing an arm to keep me from sinking all the way down, and I was grateful for it. Because in that moment, I had no control over anything. The orgasm hit hard, and it was sharp and overwhelming in the best kind of way. My skin felt hot, my hands were numb, and I couldn't speak. I just breathed through it and let it happen. I was still shaking when I slowly came down from my high. I wanted more. My body wasn't done yet. Not even close. "This is your first time," Tripp said, quietly cutting through the silence in my head. He brushed a few strands of hair away from my face. "You've got to tell us what you want, Lissy." The truth was, I didn't know. Not really. I'd never had sex before. I'd seen it in movies, read about it in books. Some of those scenes were soft and romantic, others more intense. Dirtier. But none of that had actually prepared me for this. They were four people I trusted. Four people I loved. And yet, I had no idea what I was supposed to do or say. "I never really imagined having sex with four guys at once," I admitted, my voice small but honest. "I don't even know how that's supposed to work." "We'll take turns," Rhys said calmly as he stepped around me, coming to stand in front. He reached up and touched the side of my face. There was a quiet confidence in him, but it didn't feel pushy. "You're still in control, Lissy. You get to choose how this goes. And you get to choose who...you know, who's first." I swallowed hard. My lips parted like I had something to say, but nothing came out right away. How was I supposed to decide that? It wasn't like picking out a shirt or deciding what to eat. This was something else entirely. "I...I don't know," I said, my voice breathy. I didn't know how to choose. How I could ever choose who got to fuck me for the first time ever. I looked at each of them and felt the same overwhelming affection. I trusted all of them. Cared about them deeply. And the idea of making a choice, of picking one of them for something this special felt impossible. "I'm sorry," I said, my voice quieter now. "Maybe I'm not ready after all." Dash had stood up somewhere in the middle of all this, and he reached for my hand now, holding it gently between both of his. He brushed his thumb over my knuckles, keeping me calm. "Lissy. Hey. Look at me." I looked up, and when our eyes met, I felt a little steadier. His face was soft, no pressure, just understanding. "You know we're not rushing you. If this isn't the right time, we stop." "No," I said quickly. "I don't want to stop. I want this. I do. I'm just...stuck on the choice. I don't want to make the wrong call and end up hurting someone." "You won't," Ashby said gently from beside me. I turned toward him. "Please don't say that like it's easy. Because it's not. I care about all of you." They were all waiting, clearly ready and wanting me, but no one moved or pressured me. They were giving me space, and time, and the chance to make this mine. That meant something. I took a shaky breath. My chest was tight with nerves, but underneath that, there was still a clear pull. And I knew I was going to go through with it. I just needed a second to be sure. "I don't want to stop," I said again, firmer this time. "I just...need a moment." I glanced at each of them again, taking in their expressions. All four of them held something different. Comfort. Desire. Love. Safety. There were reasons for any of them to be the first. But one name kept tugging at the front of my mind. "Okay," I said softly. "I think I know now." I looked at Tripp, my gaze locking with his. "I want it to be you." "Are you sure?" he asked. His hand touched my lower back gently, foreshadowing how careful he would be with me. "I'm sure," I nodded. "But...I still want the others close. I want them to hold me." It sounded silly once I said it out loud, but it was important to me. I didn't want to be separate from them. I wanted to be surrounded by them. "We can do that," Tripp said simply. He looked over at the others and gave a soft nod. "Sit down." They moved to the biggest couch without hesitation, arranging themselves with Dash in the center. Their bodies were bare, showing off just how perfect they all were. I stood for a second, just taking it in, and then nodded to encourage myself before walking over and settling down between Dash's legs. He wrapped his arms around me from behind, his chest pressed to my back. Rhys and Ashby moved closer, each of them running a hand over my thighs and arms. They were reassuring me, giving me comfort. That's how I knew my first time would be perfect. Tripp had walked away for a moment before returning with a bunch of condoms which he threw onto the coffee table behind him. Then he stood in front of me, stroking himself slowly, his eyes moving slowly over my body as he unwrapped a condom to slide it over his length. "If anything feels off, if anything changes, say the word. You stop me, and I stop. No hesitation." I looked up at him. "I won't need to. I want this." His eyes met mine then, and he nodded. "Okay." Tripp leaned over me, his face close to mine before he kissed me softly. I kissed him back, and my mind immediately started racing. I was trying my best to stay calm. I wanted this to be perfect, and I couldn't let my overthinking ruin this moment. I told myself to focus on Tripp. On the kiss. On the others' hands on my body. Then I felt the tip of Tripp's cock press gently against my pussy. He wasn't pushing in. He just rested it there, slid it up and down slowly to give me a feel of it. My body tensed instinctively, even though I'd been wanting this, thinking about it, saying I was ready. Now that it was really about to happen, it felt different and overwhelming. But I managed to stay calm. He didn't move away. He just stayed like that. He was close and patient. And maybe that was supposed to be comforting, but it was starting to mess with my head a little. The longer he waited, the more I started overthinking everything. I could feel myself clenching up without meaning to. My voice came out smaller than I intended. "Is it going to hurt?" Tripp pulled back just enough to look me in the eye. His expression didn't change much. Still soft and calm and reassuring. "You've had my fingers in you before," he said gently. "Did that hurt?" I shook my head, my face heating up although I wasn't embarrassed. I had liked his fingers inside of me. That had felt nice. "No...it felt good. Really good. But this is different. You're...well, you're a lot bigger." His mouth twitched. He pressed his lips together for a second, nodding like he understood what I was saying. "I know," he said. "And I'm not going to just push in all at once. I'll take it slow. We're not in any rush." He meant it. I could see it in his eyes. He wasn't trying to brush off my nerves or pretend this was going to be some perfect, movie-worthy moment. He just wanted me to be okay. That helped. Not enough to make the nerves disappear completely, but enough to let me breathe normally. "I need you to tell me if anything feels off, alright?" he added, his hand gently resting on my hip. "Even a little bit. You stop me if you need to." I nodded. My body was still tense, but something about the way he was talking, so normal and direct, and not trying too hard to make it sound magical, made it easier to stay in the moment. "Okay," I said softly. "Just...go slow." "Always," he promised. Discover our latest featured short drama reel. Watch now and enjoy the story!