Chapter 0048 Carolines POV : When I jumped , I knew at that moment that I truly wanted to die . The world was just too horrible . It wasnt fair to my father because he needed me now more than ever , but I couldnt live my life full of shame and void of my dignity . There was a terrifying chance that I might survive and live with a disability for the rest of my life , but it made no difference to me . I was a cancer patient , after all , so I was doomed from the start . The tragic splat of my body hitting the ground never came . In fact , I wasnt falling at all . My wrist was held in a death grip as I dangled five stories above the rain spattered ground . Looking up in confusion , I saw Williams face at the window , grasping my wrist with a pained expression . Why was he trying to save me ? Why did he look so terrified at the thought of my death ? Isnt that what he wanted : for me to die ? Hold on , he rasped in a scared voice , struggling to pull me back into his arms . Ill pull you up ! The rain was rapidly loosening his grip , he didnt let up , using all of his strength to hang onto my limp body . The rain felt cold against my skin , just like how I felt in my soul . I was completely apathetic , not caring if he succeeded or not . If I slipped through his grip and fell five stories, at least I would finally have my peace . Williams hands trembled from the immense strain , but he shockingly didnt give up his efforts . With the very last of his strength , he shouted out and yanked me through the open frame . His legs gave out and he fell onto his back with a pained yell . The momentum caused me to stumble forward and land on top of him , where we were face to face . In an instant , Williams face flitted through several different emotions . First there was immense relief , then lingering confusion , and then he was hit with rage . You crazy bat , he snapped , sitting up and grabbing my sore wrist . Are you insane ? Now out of the freezing rain and away from the daunting window , I found myself returning to reason . Without warning , I leapt up and turned away from him so I didnt have to see his face . I could hear little George start to whine on the bed , restless from the commotion . Why did you save me ? I demanded . Youre always thinking about how much of a pest.I am to your and Sophias happy life . Why didnt you just let me die ? I didnt want you to die ! William roared , causing his baby to start wailing on the bed . He sighed and gingerly took George into his arms , rocking him back and forth . I never wanted you to die ! I snorted with a mixture of amusement and disbelief . Yeah ? Thats not what you said back at the jewelry store , remember ? I snapped . 1/2 Chapter 0048 $ 75 WA William struggled to respond to that , but his efforts fell flat . He just rocked his baby into a docile state , watching me with a clenched jaw . I didnt mean it like that , he said at last , but I didnt believe him for even a second , We were surprised by a sudden knock at the door . In unison , William and I both yelled what ? , causing the person behind the door to jump in surprise . Anderson , the maid called through the door , Mr. Laden just sent some documents that he wanted you to see as soon as possible . Williams eyes widened with elation and he put down his baby once more . That must be the report ! Give it to me ! I was stunned , knowing they were talking about the medical reports from when they invasively took my blood . The thought of my secret finally being exposed made me sick, and I leapt to get to it first . William was much faster than me , though , and swiftly snatched the papers out of the maids hand . As his eyes carefully scanned the pages , I was scared to know just how he would feel . Would he be angry ? Sad ? Overjoyed ? With William it was always a mystery . A look of annoyance and frustration suddenly crossed over his face and he furiously threw the papers on the ground in front of me . Are you serious ? he growled . Youve been playing games with me this entire time , havent you ? Confusion mounted inside of me as I struggled to understand . What was wrong ? I grabbed the papers and diligently read the details , and to my great surprise , my diagnosis was gastroenteritis with no other diseases . Shocked, I rapidly skimmed over the summary several times , but the stunning diagnosis remained the same . Had someone tampered with the results ?