Chapter 17 DAMIEN . My heart hammered in my chest , fear running up my spine at the thought of being caught . It wasnt like any of them could do anything to me but this was something about secrets that even I couldnt escape . You saw us ? I asked , making sure that I didnt stammer . Yes , I saw you two in the barside in the living room . He answered . Relief flooded through me , and the tension vanished instantly as well Okay ? I asked wondering what he wanted to tell me about that Actually , I hurt Cassie . I knew it . I will kill this bastard right here and now … Titus was going to leap forward and grab Jeremy but Jeremy added . We had a misunderstanding yesterday . I was wrong though . He sighed , his guilt rolling off him . I waited for hirm to explain . Titus pressing tightly on the back of my skin waiting for him to speak . Cassie told me before we started dating about her wish to keep her virginity . I agreed and never touched her prior but last night , I kissed and caressed her in an unhealthy way . She fled and asked for a breakup . With anger , I compared her with other cheap girls . Im so upset with myself because I knew what I stood for as she had told me before that she wanted to wait for marriage . He explained , sighing sadly . His sadness didnt concern me . I didnt give two pennies about that . It was the words he had said . Did he just say Cassie was a virgin ? Perhaps I heard him wrong What did you say about Cassie ? I asked , giving him a hundred percent of my ears . Cassie is a virgin and she is waiting until marriage . I fucked up when I told her I could go to other girls . He sighed again . I clenched my fist after , staring at me while my heart tightened . Why did she lie to me ? Goodness , why did she say she and Jeremy have had sex before ? Why didnt she tell me she was a virgin ? And why was I feeling excitement growing in my belly ? Why was I happy that I was the first man to ever fuck her ? How do you think I can make it better ? I miss her and I want her back in my life . I also dont want her to think that I am a creep . He raised his dark eyes innocently , the aura leaving him proved he was just that . Innocent . You are the creep , Damien My wolf yelled . I ignored him even though he was right . I had said those mean words to Cassie after taking her virginity . Goodness , she kept her virginity for her mate . Yet , I tuned out to be a scumbag . I didnt deserve her at all . Shut the hell up , she is our mate . The moon goddess paired us together for a reason ? He was right but , I knew deep down that she was too good for someone like me who couldnt even wait for her . Now that I took her virginity , I didnt know how to feel about it . I wasnt deserving of it , she should have told me the truth and sent me off , I wasnt blarning her though . She was so tight and sweet . Also she experienced immense pain . How could I believe that she wasnt virgin ? I messed up ! asked What do you think I should do Alpha ? Jetting my attention back to him . I was lost in thought with Titus . I had forgotten Jeremy asked me for advice . I saw in his eyes that he really cared about his relationship with Cassie . He deserved her . I wished he had taken her virginity instead of me . 1/3 18:23 Wed , Jan 8 B BG Chapter 17 Stop playing victim Damien , you just dont want to feel guilty ! Titus was right . He was angry but he was somewhat right . I didnt say this for you to admit I am right , go and apologize to our mate and do the right thing ! Jeremy , get her her best flowers and apologize to her sincerely . Dont do too much , just make your feelings clear , buddy . I stood and tapped his shoulder . He bowed his head slightly like a son would to his father . I left him . Go to Cassie right now ! I will . I just have to see my beta first . CASSIE The next day , every part of me was sour but I liked it . I wanted thore even but I knew I couldnt get it . Damien was so good in bed , he fucked me like it was the last time he would have sex on this earth . I didnt prolong the imagination in my head because Damien wasnt mine . He had told me clearly yesterday that he was for my mother and I was nothing to him . To even think his wolf hade him come to me . That was enough to make me give up on him . Give up ? Dana asked but I said nothing . You cant give up on him . it felt like she was going to sob . She whimpered in the back of my head . His not like I want to give up on him . He made it clear that he didnt want to have anything to do with us . Do you want me to beg him ? No , but you can give him time . I think he needs time to think about the entire thing Dana was obviously delirious . She didnt know what she was saying . She didnt even understand what self pride meant . Damien made it clear and I , was going to stick with that . Two weeks after I would be leaving for college and I was going to convince Mom to let me go I had just the perfect idea ! No , we cant leave Damien . We cant leave our mate ! I allowed her to speak but I ignored every word that came out of her mouth . When I opened the door , I saw Jeremy on the other end preparing to knock . He was holding rose flowers , the kind that I loved . He stretched it to me and I collected them , sniffing them and being engulfed by a delicious scent . I loved it . Jeremy knew what I loved . I gazed at me and he stared back with an apologetic look . I am sorry , I shouldnt have said all that I did that day . I should have been careful and easy with you . He paused , beholding my gaze . Tears were already burning the back of my eyes . I was aware that I was in the wrong . I said words I shouldnt have and I was upset because Damien allowed him to stay . He didnt do anything wrong yet he was apologising , Jeremy was such a good man and he deserved better . I even lost my virginity to Damien That ungrateful man . That ungrateful man is our mate ! Jeremy , it is fine . I stretched my hands and he came in for a hug . After hugging me , he held my hand and beheld me with a sweet gaze . Should we go for sightseeing ? I am going for pack training but can take you around before then . Oh , I have to see my mom for something very important . I signed . SEND GIFT 18:23 Wed , Jan 8 BBG Chapter 17 It is fine . We can do that later , I love you . He kissed my forche before leaving . After , I headed to Moms room . I was about to knock when her voice came through the slightly opened door . 54 % I promise you , this mission will not be delayed like the last time Give me some time to gain access to his wealth and then we will take the next action .