Chapter 19 Hayes returned to his hotel like a lost soul . He'd taken the earliest flight over , hit the ground running without even catching his breath before frantically searching for her . Now all his energy felt drained - even lifting his hand was exhausting . He didn't know how to win Lennox back , but he knew one thing for certain : he couldn't lose her . He collapsed onto the bed as overwhelming fatigue crashed over him , strange fragments flashing before his eyes . Half - conscious , he fell into dreams . The dream showed him the past life Lennox had described . He floated like an observer , watching another version of himself doing unfamiliar things . At that past wedding , Raina had also threatened suicide to force him . But his past self's eyes had been even colder than now - he'd said " go die somewhere else " and turned to take Lennox's hand . He'd thought that was the end of it , until a year later when he ran into Raina on the street . She was heavily pregnant , pale as she stopped him , saying she'd been saved by fishermen after jumping into the sea . After losing her memory , she'd married and had a child , but now her husband had died at sea and she was desperate , finally remembering him . Out of gratitude for saving his life , he'd rented her a place in the suburbs , given her a black card , occasionally checking on her . He'd always remembered he was Lennox's husband . He'd never crossed the line . At the dream's end , he watched his past self's gaze fall on a woman who'd been hit by a truck , completely losing composure . He'd rushed over like a madman , holding Lennox's lifeless body and crying hysterically . Overwhelming grief consumed him . He jolted awake , tears soaking his pillow , throat dry and aching , his heart feeling like it had been torn apart . He stared at the ceiling for a while , then suddenly got up and headed straight for Lennox's shop . Lennox was the same as always - with no customers in the shop , she lay in her lounge chair , swaying contentedly . The door chimes rang . Lennox pulled the book off her face and looked toward the entrance . " Welcome … " Her words cut off again . " Why are you back ? " Annoyance flashed across Lennox's face . " Wasn't what I said yesterday clear enough ? " Hayes opened his mouth , quickly walking over to crouch in front of Lennox , unconsciously fidgeting with his clothes . " Len . I dreamed about the previous life you mentioned . " Lennox hadn't expected him to say this . She froze completely . Hayes ' voice was hoarse : " I saw everything . I saw it all , including you dying under that truck . " " So ? " Lennox's voice was cold . " What exactly are you trying to say ? " " I didn't cheat . " Hayes looked at her seriously . " What you saw wasn't real . " " Raina's child wasn't mine . I just happened to run into her on the street - she hadn't died - and I helped her and her kid . " " Len . " He gripped her hand tightly . " I didn't betray you ! " 15:21 O A Billion - Dollar Goodbye : Too Late for Second Chances . Mr. Ex 14.4 % Chapter 19 " Whether past life or this one , you're the only person I've ever loved . " " Len , can you … give me one more chance ? " His eyes reddened , tears threatening to spill . Lennox had never seen Hayes like this - humbly begging someone just for forgiveness . She sighed . " But my death was real . " " Whether you betrayed me or not , the fact remains that you hid your contact with Raina from me . " " You know how my mother died , Hayes . She was pregnant when Raina's mother made her so angry she died along with her unborn child . My little brother never even got to see this world . " " You say what Raina's mother did has nothing to do with her , but who's going to pay for my brother's life ? " " You should have known how I'd react to finding out about your contact with her , but you did it anyway . Hayes , from start to finish , you never asked for my opinion or considered my feelings . " She stared straight at him , each accusation like an arrow piercing his heart . " Wrong is wrong . I don't forgive , and I absolutely won't look back ! " ♡ ( 0 ) ( 0 ) A IP T 1 4 S 94 2411 4 Discover our latest featured short drama reel. Watch now and enjoy the story!